An Experience of the Abandonment (Loss) of God and Signs Just Before The Great Warning (Illumination of Conscience)

An Experience of the Abandonment (Loss) of God and Signs Just Before The Great Warning (Illumination of Conscience)

From Revelaciones Marianas
Messages from Jesus and Mary to Luz de Maria (Light of Mary)
http://www.revelacionesmarianas.com/english.htm

Excerpt from “The Great Warning Of God To Humanity”
http://www.revelacionesmarianas.com/warning.html

The following is the story of the seer, Luz de Maria de Bonilla, who has been receiving these messages for over 17 years from Our Lord Jesus and Our Blessed Mother, prophesizing and warning humanity about dramatic events, many of which have been fulfilled with exactness, she counts with a group of priests that accompany her, she remains anonymous by Jesus’ mandate until He says that her identity be known publicly, nevertheless due to the celerity of the events many of the messages are made known to mankind by Our Lord’s consent.

The following is the story that she conveys to us regarding her personal experience of what the Universal Warning will be like.

“In a very special way, our Lord has given me to understand that a comet will come near the earth, all of humanity will see it, which will create panic and compel many people to go to confession, but not for repentance.

In the sky there will appear a sign, “A CROSS” for several days, people with faith will feel the need to confess their sins, to repent; the remainder of the people will say that it was brought about by men and will turn against the Catholic Church, saying that it is a trick to frightened humanity.

In the midst of this confusion and an earthquake the WARNING will come, which Our Lord has permitted me to experience part of it during Lent of the year 2008, on Holy Wednesday, which I describe as follows:

[Her Personal Experience Of “The Warning”]

I felt in my being anguish, as though something was coming closer to me, but I could not tell what it was…, like something frightful, something distressful that I couldn’t figure out, though I knew something was going to happen.  It was something that made my heart beat rapidly.

I was in this state for around 20 minutes; then the anxiousness began to increase, I started to feel as though my soul was leaving me, because little by little I felt a terrible loneliness that was not only filling my spiritual being, but my physical body as well.  Then I felt a dreadful loneliness.  The anxiety had me walking to and fro because each time the loneliness grew greater.  I was totally aware that God was not in my being; my soul was desolated, anguished.  I walked seeking consolation and could not find it; the loneliness, the emptiness was greater each time, until the point of feeling I was going out of my mind, my soul was left without God!  And as in a movie, all the sins started to weave within me, perhaps the gravest that men could commit:  I felt or I should say, was experiencing everything because I felt them as my own, I was living them.  I felt what goes through the mind, through the heart, in the interior of the people who take their life.

I experienced the suffering moments before those who take their life; I experienced what a baby feels when it is being aborted; I experienced the abuses of the human beings that are outraged; I experienced the drug addiction, prostitution.  All sorts of sins started to pass one by one within my soul.  It was a terrible wretchedness, I felt in my mind that I could not leave the house, because God had abandoned me, I was living “THE TOTAL ABSENCE OF GOD”.  It is a terrifying emptiness, which nothing can fill; “here on earth men sin and repent, but the burden of the offense that sin causes is not felt because we have the presence of God.”

I ambled desperately feeling God’s abandonment, it was really terrible and then I remembered that my husband did have God, so I looked for him and found him in his bedroom and I said to him:  !Please lay your hands on my head, I need you to pass God to me, because he has abandoned me!  My husband, afraid, did not know what to do and asked me:  What’s happening to you?  And I responded desperately:  “I don’t have God, He is gone, please, pass Him to me.”  My moans were actually coming from deep within my being and he asked me, “What prayer should I say?”  And I responded:  “Doesn’t’ matter what, just pass God to me.  This was truly a devastating and bitter experience.

He prayed, but I still felt the emptiness.  I think I was tempted by the demon to leave my house, get into the car and look for one of the priests, but somehow I knew that if I left the house, it could be fatal.  And then I threw myself on the floor with my arms extended in the form of the cross and begged God to return to me.  At that moment, my soul spoke to me!  I knew it was my soul, and my soul said some words, that I kept repeating as she said them to me and I felt that the Holy Spirit was filling me.  I started to feel invaded with a sense of peace that I have never before had experienced; a peace that satisfied, that fused me.  My chest was bursting; then I felt something physical stayed within me; a presence that I still feel to this day and which surrounds my whole chest.

That’s how the WARNING is going to be.  That is why the people who have sins will be out of their minds, and the demon will be waiting, will induce them to take their life, to take them as its own spoils before the hour of mercy comes.  The WARNING will be for those who are not with God be a terrible moment, unbearable in which they would end up placing themselves in the hands of the demon, who with its demoniac legions, will encircle the souls and accuse them of their sins in which they live and tell them that God will not forgive them.

For those who are lukewarm, it will be the moment of repentance, of grace, because when they understand their error, they will ask forgiveness and will convert, and for those who are in grace, they will be filled with the presence of the Holy Spirit.

We know that after the WARNING, those who do not believe will give it a scientific explanation, so that humanity will continue in error, sin will increase and there will be persecution.

From that day on my life has not been the same.  God, during the WARNING, will make us aware of sin.  I will never forget that day.  I cried in those moments in which I did not feel God, I couldn’t even think because the absence of God surpasses everything; I only felt emptiness and felt in my flesh the sins that came one by one, increasing the anxiousness and the loneliness.

At the time of writing this message and whenever I talk about it, I cry; I cry because even just the memory of it hurts so much, and I always ask Our Jesus not to let me feel it again, because I think I would not be able to endure it one more time.

This is my personal experience of the WARNING, the recording of this experience, of the suffering with Jesus.  He has told me that “THIS IS WHAT THE SOULS WILL FEEL DURING THE WARNING AND IT IS ONLY A DROP OF WHAT HE LIVED IN GETHSEMANI FOR OUR SINS.”

A similar experience is repeated when Luz de Maria receives a message from our Blessed Mother announcing the nearness of the WARNING.  The following is her story:

“The experience of the WARNING that I had through the message of Mother Mary a short while ago, was similar to the previous one; only that the former had such an intensity that each sin, which passed before me had its respective degree of offense to God, the pain that God feels and the burden towards all of humanity.  It was a TOTAL abandonment of God, not only at a personal level, but at that same time I also felt the pain of the cosmos in general, to see God removed from Its Creation by the human will.

At that moment Jesus let me feel what we will experience during the WARNING: “THE ABANDONMENT OF GOD”.  NOT BECAUSE GOD WANTS IT, BUT BECAUSE IN THAT MOMENT GOD, RESPECTING THE FREEDOM OF MEN TO USE THEIR FREE WILL, WILL LET THEM SEE THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE ABUSE OF SUCH FREEDOM, SIN.

Both experiences are similar, however the one from Lent I know it came from the Blessed Trinity and the intensity was much greater, although in essence it was the same, and the one of the previous message came from the pain of Our Mother that according to my understanding, are only one, because the Blessed Mother is the Trinitarian precinct.  That is why to distance yourself from God, is to distance yourself from the Mother.  Both experiences have been very strong, but more so the first one, although I wouldn’t want to experience either one of them again.

Perhaps due to these merciful experiences, is that I try and struggle not to fall into sin and I go to confession as often as possible and it hurts me to offend Our Jesus, because I don’t want Him to find me offending Him.

FROM WHAT JESUS HAS TOLD ME REGARDING THE WARNING, THAT IT IS FELT TOTALLY WITHIN OUR BEING.  THERE WILL ALSO BE A PART THAT WILL BE AT THE COSMIC LEVEL BECAUSE THE WHOLE COSMOS WANTS TO PURIFY ITSELF, BECAUSE IT HAS BEEN CONTAMINATED BY THE SIN OF MAN.  THE CREATION THAT IS IN TOTAL CONCORDANCE WITH THE BLESSED TRINITY WANTS TO FREE ITSELF OF THE CONTAMINATION THAT MAN HAS INFLICTED UPON IT.

I know very well that Our Lord gives us always three opportunities, the third time that I will go through it will be the WARNING and I implore the Heavens above that I will be prepared for this grace.

After the two experiences regarding the WARNING, although as I mentioned before the first one surpasses the one that I shared with the message of Mother Mary; the vision and the experience always feel as it were the first time and perhaps because the one of 2008 was felt at the cosmic level; the one of today was more of the human level.  

Whenever I see Jesus and He talks to me, it is as if it were the first time and I live it with great intensity.  The same is with Mother Mary, each revelation is as if it were the first time; it is a total Divine love.

No one can really get accustomed to see, to like, to live in the Trinitarian Love and the Maternal Love; at least not me.  Each occasion is truly like the first time.

This is what my Jesus has permitted me to experience in regards to this grace for humanity, then there will be a visible part for all to see with the sign of Heaven first,(1) after I have seen the Blessed Light over humanity; the light that will come to take away the darkness that covers the earth and the cosmos with so much sin; it will touch man’s conscience and God will distance Himself from us for a few moments.  This Divine force will collide visibly with the earth and the earth will tremble…”

As we previously mentioned the way heaven gives knowledge to many chosen souls, Luz de Maria has made known to us her mystical experience in regards to the WARNING, an extraordinary experience, a very painful one, but one that allows us to understand the dimension of this future universal event soon to come, that it is convenient to deepen and understand it in our interior.

Those who are aware of the delicate planetarium situation in the nature of things, will know, not only by a simple logic but also internally, that to arrive to a realization of universal conscience by a typical human mean, to take on new dimensions immediately of men’s way of thinking and acting, amidst the uncontrolled morality, the lack of altruists values, the lack of faith and the massive plan of disruption, would be nowadays an utopia dealing with the dramatic events that we are living, therefore, a logical possibility remains and that is DIVINE INTERVENTION, which will give an enormous opportunity to the whole of mankind to stop in the course of their lives and maintain their eyes on the Creator.

(1) THE GRAND CROSS THAT WILL BE SEEN IN THE SKY

THEN THE SIGN OF THE SON OF MEN WILL APPEAR IN THE SKY; AND THEN ALL THE TRIBES OF THE EARTH WILL MOURN

(Matthew 24:30)

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See related commentary (by a soul):
“The Warning and Its Aftermath – The Suffering of Purgatory as Penance for Sin” – By a soul
https://maryrefugeofholylove.com/2016/08/10/the-warning-illumination-of-conscience-the-suffering-of-purgatory-as-penance-for-sin/

See related blog page for more information:
The Warning – Illumination Of Conscience
https://maryrefugeofholylove.com/the-warning-illumination-of-conscience/

See related prophecies:
Two Suns Prophecy – Comet of The Great Warning (Illumination of Conscience) – Comet of Chastisement
https://maryrefugeofholylove.com/2016/04/01/two-suns-prophecy-comet-of-the-great-warning-illumination-of-conscience-comet-of-chastisement/

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From the Book of Truth
(Maria Divine Mercy)

“Signs will appear in the sky first – the sun will spin”
Friday, November 11th, 2011 @ 16:00

Prayer, and much of it, is needed to help save souls now. You, My daughter, must prepare your family and tell those in need of My great Mercy to be ready.

Once again the signs will appear first. Many people will sit up and take heed when they see the changes in the skies. They will witness the sun spin like never before. Then they will see the Cross. This will happen immediately before the stars clash in the skies and when My Rays of Divine Mercy will cover the Earth.

Silence will ensue so that each soul will be in a state of absolute privacy when they come before Me. Tell My children what to watch out for, because they must not be afraid. This is not an Event to fear. Instead you must all welcome this encounter.

All My children must accept that it is I Who now comes before them. They must not think that this is the end of the world. For it is not. It is the beginning of a new period in time when all of My children will know the Truth at last.

I rejoice and feel a great tenderness towards every single soul who can be redeemed if they allow Me to give them this Gift.

Pray, pray, pray for all souls now and in particular for those who will be so fearful that they may not be strong enough to accept My Hand of Mercy.

YOUR SAVIOUR
JESUS CHRIST

STUDY ONE: Guided Advanced Spiritual Studies In The United Hearts of Jesus and Mary – By A Soul

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STUDY ONE: Guided Advanced Spiritual Studies
In The United Hearts of Jesus and Mary

Dear Beloved Blog Followers:

I am in the middle of studying some heavenly messages and I desire to share a few of them with you all.

Honestly, I wish that I could write a special commentary about these heavenly messages, but I am in the middle of writing two other special commentaries that I must do for the salvation of souls before The Great Warning. And so, I decided to instead provide the heavenly messages to you all, with this introductory comment, so it can guide others in their contemplation.

Most people do not read my special commentaries on this blog, MaryRefugeOfHolyLove. Most people just visit the blog each day to read the daily heavenly messages and are more concerned about prophecy. Which is totally fine, as I am happy to share the heavenly messages with everyone each day.

However, for those people who are interested in advancing in their spirituality and advancing through the Most Sacred Chambers of The United Hearts of Jesus and Mary, I share my special commentaries as well. I share them to help people learn how to become closer to God. Some of them, like my free eBooks, “Love-Letters To An Unnamed Party” and “Memoir of a soul in Holy Love,” are meant to teach people on how to practice Holy Love in the present moment through witnessing what I do in my own spiritual life. Most of the contents of these two eBooks were written in 2011-2012.

And then, I have special commentaries that are written on more advanced topics of spirituality—insights that I have learned through prayer to The Holy Spirit. Most of these special commentaries were written in late 2014 and later; and I continue to write them as I gain more spiritual insights in God.

And so, since I lack the time to write a proper commentary on these heavenly messages, I want to guide your thoughts as you read these heavenly messages, and it is my hope, with prayer to The Holy Spirit, each of you will gain many special graces of wisdom.

Firstly, as you read and pray about these three heavenly messages from Holy Family Refuge (https://www.childrenoftherenewal.com/holyfamilyrefuge), they will provide clarity on the fundamental roles for man as “father” and for woman as “mother” in the Divine Plan. The heavenly messages will explain also why priests can only be men as their destined role is to be “father” in the Divine Plan. The heavenly messages will also give you insight into the universal role of the Mother of God and the Blessed Mother’s relationship to The Most Holy Trinity and, in particular, to God the Father. You will also understand better the role of Our Lady as the “New Eve” and Our Lord, Jesus Christ, as the “New Adam” at the Crucifixion, well as the suffering of Our Lady in Her role as “Co-Redemptrix” of mankind.

All of this will give you a deeper understanding of how the Immaculate Heart and the Most Sacred Heart are presented as the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary at Holy Love Ministries (http://www.holylove.org).

Then, if you desire to take your studies to a deeper level, you can read the following three commentaries that I wrote in 2014-2015. In “Part Two: Love,” I write about Our Lady as “Co-Redemptrix” and the suffering of Our Lord, Jesus Christ, at The Cross. I explain how the suffering of Christ atones for all sins of mankind and why Blasphemy against The Holy Spirit is the one unpardonable sin. You’ll need to read my words on the atonement of Christ several times, so you can truly internalize it at a deep level—how satan was defeated.

Part Two: Love” – a commentary by a soul
https://maryrefugeofholylove.com/writings-by-a-soul/part-two-love/

In this second commentary—an introduction—“Did Jesus Ever Get Sick As A Child,” I explain the humility of Our Lord, Jesus Christ, as the Man-God, Our Lady as “Mother of Sorrows,” and how God won at The Cross.

“Did Jesus Ever Get Sick As A Child – The Seven Sorrows Of Mary In Mystical Revelation” – introduction commentary by a soul
https://maryrefugeofholylove.com/life-of-our-lord-jesus-christ/did-jesus-ever-get-sick-as-a-child-the-seven-sorrows-of-mary-in-mystical-revelation/

And, in this last commentary, “A Love-Letter Explaining Locutions To The World,” I write about many topics, but the one topic relevant for this advanced study, are my words explaining the Seal of the Immaculate Conception and how it relates to the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary at Holy Love Ministries.

A Love-Letter Explaining Locutions To The World” – 21-page commentary by a soul
https://maryrefugeofholylove.com/locutions-to-the-world/

And so, I hope that this posting will help people who want to advance in their understanding and spirituality of the Most Sacred Chambers of The United Hearts of Jesus and Mary. The important part of reading heavenly messages today is that you need to read and study them several times in prayer to grasp their spiritual richness. It is important that you do not just read the heavenly messages once, but that you deeply internalize the spiritual truths that Our Lord and Our Lady are giving through various chosen messengers. It is only in truly making them a part of your daily understanding and daily spirituality that you will be able to advance through the Most Sacred Chambers of The United Hearts of Jesus and Mary, closer to Our Heavenly Father.

Finally, if this Advanced Guided Study proves helpful to others, I might provide others as I continue my lifetime journey in studying and contemplating The United Hearts. As I cannot write commentaries for every insight that I personally gain, but I can certainly help others in their own studies with The Holy Spirit.

I love you all.

a soul

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Holy Family Refuge Messages
https://www.childrenoftherenewal.com/holyfamilyrefuge

Come Holy Trinity With Your Words Only, 6/10/14

My most beloved son this is your Jesus of Love and Mercy. My son, I know you do not like writing, but My children need to read the truth often these days. You know how you had to correct some of your children, over and over, day after day after day. This is how your Father in Heaven feels. Many, or most of Our children need to be corrected day after day. We do not want to lose any of Our children. You are a father just like us and you do not want to lose any of your children. That is why you still correct them and pray for them all of the time. That is what a good father does for his children. A good father helps them physically when they need help. That is the way it is supposed to be.

I have told you many times that the father is the head and the mother is the heart of a family. The father needs to be the one who corrects and disciplines his children and the mother needs to be the one to give most of the love to her children. This is the way it is ordained to be by God. There is no one parent that has the ability to do both of these jobs. When one or the other of my parents do not do these jobs or exchange their jobs for the other it takes the children into a grey area where the children do not really know the real truth. The man has to be the correcting one and the woman must do most of the loving. This gives the children everything in black and white and keeps the children in a stable state of mind to live and know the truth. Today with all of the divorces, most of the children do not have any idea how they should react to different things. I have told you before that the father does not have to be perfect and the mother does not have to be perfect. But with the father the head and the mother the heart, most children will turn out to be okay. With two men or two women raising children, like a homosexual couple, their children have very little chance of survival unless some of their grandparents or someone else steps up with help from Heaven to get the children on the right path.

All of these problems are generational problems from the past that have to be healed for My children to be able to live in peace. Your God is not blaming anyone for all these problems in the world, He is just teaching you what the problems are and what Our children need to know to be happy and save their souls. I know many people will scream about this message of the truth, but My children are so lost.

As I told you, the grace from Heaven is being poured out like never before on the earth, and My children can take and use this grace just for the asking. I knew that this generation would be in such a mess that I have been saving many graces for this generation just for the asking. Each generation continues to get worse because of past sins that keep building up from one generation to the next. The only way this can stop is if you give Me, your God, your free will to use for you and then I can help you more.

I give everyone free will to do as they wish, but if you do not use it wisely you can end up in hell. If you let Me help you control your life and give Me your free will and try to live in My Divine Will, everything will work out much easier for you. I want to be your Father, and Mary wants to be your Mother but you have to let your Father correct and discipline you and My Mother to love you with all My love for your life to change. It is not that I do not love you as much as My Mother, but it is the father’s job to discipline His children and always look like the bad guy until the children get older and then they understand and thank him because they see that he was doing the hardest job of the two by correcting and disciplining them. This is all for now, a lesson that most of My children do not understand. Love Jesus, and My Father.

Come Holy Trinity With Your Words Only, 5/27/14

My most beloved son, this is God the Father of Heaven and earth. What you think of your church leaders is true. This is God the Father telling you this. Please pray very hard for all the church leaders because the majority of the church leaders are living in the sin of satan. Many do not even believe that they are in mortal sin. Tell everyone to pray for all My beloved priests for it makes Me very sad.

Your God wants all My priest sons back where they need to be—with their God, so they can shepherd all My beloved children. Many are suffering dearly because they cannot understand what the real truth is anymore. You know, and I your God knows, that they are satan’s number one target, the family is number two. This has to be changed by the people of God with more prayers from everyone, not just a few. The load on My priests and parents is very heavy and many just give up and do not try. But, satan’s time is up now and all the graces that your God has have been saved while satan has squandered all his power.

The Gift of the Holy Spirit, that the twelve apostles received with My Mother Mary in the upper room when they were so weak, is about to be released to many of My children throughout the world and you will see the biggest turn around that the world has ever seen. It will all happen within a few minutes through the Warning when every person will receive the graces to change their lives just by saying ‘yes’ to their God and asking for the extra graces that will change the world and lead anyone who wishes to give up their lives as a martyr and go straight to Heaven or go to the New Era of Peace which is the New Jerusalem which is just like the Garden of Eden before Adam and Eve sinned.

Satan is about to lose all of his power and be locked in hell for a thousand years of peace. My children, I your God and Father want all of you at this celebration. You will either say ‘yes’ to the God who made you and live in My Divine Will or end up in hell for all eternity. There is no joking around anymore. The time is here to say ‘yes’ or end up in hell for all eternity. Your God, the Father, the Lover of all of Heaven with My Most Beloved Mother. Mother will speak.

Son, this is your Mother Mary and Mother of the Trinity and all children on earth. God the Father has given Me this title from His Son on the cross. He chose Me to Mother Jesus on earth and He chose St. Joseph to father Jesus on earth. Your God and Mine can choose anyone to do anything He wants done, but you have to say ‘yes’ back to Him for Him to use you. He is the God of all. He made everything, even the lost angels who betrayed Him because He gives everyone a free will to choose where they want to spend eternity—in Heaven or hell. Your Loving Mother to all of Heaven and earth from the God who made Me and then chose Me to be the Mother of the Trinity. And, He wants everyone to call Me the Mother of all Creation and to call Him the Father of all Creation. God the Father is ALL. He made all, and He has the love of a father and a mother. He chose Me to represent the mother’s side for Him. This is enough for now. Love, the chosen Mother of Heaven and earth by the Father of all Heaven and earth and all the universe. Amen. So be it. Mother Mary with the Trinity and St. Joseph by My side and yours.

Come Holy Trinity, 2/19/14

My most beloved son, this is Mother Mary. I come to tell you I love you and all My children dearly. My son gave your country a serious message yesterday. I came to confirm it was from My Son, Jesus. He loves all our children so dearly that He died on the Cross for all of you. I and My son, Jesus, suffered the same suffering at the Crucifixion. He suffered the physical and spiritual suffering and I also suffered the spiritual and physical suffering in My heart and soul as He went through His suffering.

My beloved children the world has no idea how much We suffered to make sure you would not go to hell, but to Heaven. My children please think of just one of your children, if you thought they would go to hell for all eternity. You would do everything possible for them to try to save them and save their soul. My Son gave all His children on the earth that ever was or ever will be to His Mother from the Cross. I ache for every one of your souls to be saved. Please, My children for My Son’s and My sake, ask forgiveness for your sins and turn around and live for Christ. If you could look down into hell like we from Heaven can do, and see all the terrible suffering, you would change. This is going to happen My children soon in a grace that has never been given to the world before or ever again, where you will be taken out of your physical body and put into your spiritual body and see just where you would go if you died at that moment. You will see all your sins and good deeds that you have done all your life and be shown and feel the pain that you would feel for all eternity if you died at that minute if in mortal sin. You will also see the pain if you were going to purgatory at that minute and then be purified in purgatory until you were ready to go to Heaven.

My beloved children you have to be purified before you can go to Heaven. There is no sin in Heaven. Everything is pure and holy and beautiful. We suffer in our hearts in Heaven for the ones that are living in mortal sin to help change you, and we pray for all on earth from Heaven to give you the extra grace to get to Heaven with us. My son did not have to suffer on the Cross for all of you, but he did it for all His love for every one of you. My beloved children we are going to pray and beg for you until you take your last breath so you will have the grace to say “yes” to Jesus. I want to be with you and all the saints and angels in Heaven. Your loving Mother with a sorrowful heart for all My children that are living in mortal sin. Mortal means deadly, deadly sin that will take you to hell or deep purgatory. Your Loving Mother and all of Heaven. Thanks, Mom.

Holy Saturday Messages from Our Lord, Jesus Christ, and Our Lady, the Blessed Virgin Mary

Holy Love Ministry
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April 15, 2017
Holy Saturday

“I am your Jesus, born Incarnate.”

“Easter is a season of forgiveness. I forgave My enemies even as they tortured Me. I held in My Heart only Love – no grudges. Each soul must do the same. Most importantly forgive yourself of all past errors and sins freeing yourself of guilt. This proves to Me your faith in My Mercy.”

Mary, Refuge of Holy Love says:

“Praise be to Jesus.”

“This is a beautiful and profound Message Jesus gave you. People must imitate Jesus’ Mercy or they will not receive His Mercy.”

April 15, 2017
Holy Saturday

“I am your Jesus, born Incarnate.”

“As this season of forgiveness descends upon earth, I invite you to see that all unforgiveness is based upon pride. The soul cannot accept that such and such happened to him or was said to him. This is a pride that eats away at the very heart of holiness which is Holy Love. It separates the soul from Me.”

“As I accepted every blasphemy and indignity, I invite the soul filled with unforgiveness to pray for the grace of forgiveness and to open his heart to it. I pray that souls will recognize their unforgiveness and desire to overcome it.”

Good Friday Message from Our Lord, Jesus Christ – “I entreat you to love the salvation of souls above all”

Holy Love Ministry
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April 14, 2017
Good Friday

“I am your Jesus, born Incarnate.”

“I invite you to understand, as you contemplate My Passion, that everyone’s life has a certain via dolorosa* aspect to it. If the soul accepts his cross, then we are friends in this life and the next. Not to surrender to the cross places distance between us. So many trials and sufferings go wasted by lack of surrender. So many graces are consequently left unattended.”

“My Crucifixion was necessary to open the Gates of Heaven to all mankind. As I suffered, I mourned for those who would not see Heaven despite My Sacrifice. No one will ever suffer the pain that I did on the Cross. Yet, I would not hesitate to suffer all of it over again for souls.”

“I entreat you to love the salvation of souls above all.”

* The term, “via dolorosa”, as defined in the “Merriam-Webster Dictionary” is “a painfully difficult route, passage, or series of experiences”.

FOR HOLY WEEK: The Passion As Dictated By Jesus Christ (with downloadable PDF booklet)
FOR HOLY WEEK: Good Friday Meditations – Holy Love Messages (with downloadable Stations of the Cross)

Holy Thursday Message from Our Lord, Jesus Christ – “I suffered for you – I Love you”

Holy Love Ministry
http://www.holylove.org

April 13, 2017
Holy Thursday

“I am your Jesus, born Incarnate.”

“Tonight, step back in time with Me to the Garden at Gethsemane. As My Apostles slept, I prayed. I prayed that the Father would relieve Me of the terrible Passion and Death that lie in store for Me. He did not answer. I had to accept My Father’s Will. I loved His Will even more than My Own Life. Once I surrendered to My Father’s Will, I did not turn back. All was decided. The redemption of mankind was at stake.”

“The pain in My Heart was so great when Judas led My persecutors into the Garden. Then he betrayed Me with a kiss. My Love for Judas never faltered. Divine Love does not fail when it is tested. One Apostle raised his sword and cut off a soldier’s ear in a misguided attempt to save Me. I healed the ear, but still the soldiers did not recognize who it was they opposed. They were not supposed to recognize Me.”

“My Agony in the Garden was emotional torture. In many ways, it was more severe than the Crucifixion itself. The lack of understanding on the part of the Apostles, the thought of what My Mother would suffer and the lack of love in the hearts of My persecutors was almost more than I could bear.”

“I am here with you (Maureen) tonight to share these things with you. I know each of you and I know that you love Me. I suffered for you. I Love you.”

Palm Sunday Message from Our Lord, Jesus Christ

Holy Love Ministry
http://www.holylove.org

April 9, 2017
Palm Sunday

“I am your Jesus, born Incarnate.”

“A great deal of My Passion was not only the physical pain but the knowledge of the fear and emotional pain that I knew My apostles and disciples would experience as they witnessed my suffering. I tried to support their faith through many miracles and even the Transfiguration. However, for some their fears won out and they were unable to persevere. Even Peter, the rock I built My Church on, crumbled.”

“Do not be surprised then, when out of confusion and fear the Church today is challenged. It is important for Christians to be united in these times of hedonistic values. Be united in Our United Hearts, where through Holy Love you will find peace, and security and the Truth.”

Read 2 Timothy 1:13-14+

Follow the pattern of the sound words which you have heard from me, in the faith and love which are in Christ Jesus; guard the Truth that has been entrusted to you by the Holy Spirit who dwells within us.

+-Scripture verses asked to be read by Jesus.
-Scripture taken from the Ignatius Bible.

Mary, Mother of Salvation and Co-Redemptrix – The Crown of Thorns (Holy Love / Book of Truth / Locutions To The World)

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February 17, 1996

Our Lady appeared before me in grayish blue with a crown of thorns on Her head. She said:

“My daughter, this crown you see Me supporting represents the Mystical wounds of My Son’s Heart. These wounds, hidden from the eyes of men, I gladly take upon Myself to relieve Him. He is already too greatly wounded. These Mystical wounds are inflicted by those souls who have fickle hearts. From one side of their mouth comes praise and from the other side, blasphemy and words contrary to Holy Love. Such hearts are ones that pick and choose which commandments they will obey and which laws of the Church are worthy of obedience. They see themselves in the light of their own pride as loving and faithful.”

“They pray and tell My Son they love Him but then turn on Him. I wear this crown out of Holy Love – constant Holy Love – to relieve My Beloved Son, Jesus the Word Incarnate, of further agony.”

March 11, 1996

When I entered the chapel for adoration, I saw Our Lady standing to the right of the Altar. I started to pray and Our Lady interrupted Me saying:

“Sign yourself.”

(She has been telling me to pray the Sign of the Cross from the heart because it is a prayer.)

As I made the sign of the cross, lights simultaneously appeared on Blessed Mother’s forehead, over Her Heart, and on the palms of Her hands. As I was praying the Sorrowful Mysteries, I saw a lighted crown of thorns over Our Lady’s head. During the 4th mystery I saw a lighted cross behind Her, and She was looking up to heaven with Her hands crossed over Her breast. During the 5th mystery I saw Her hands extend and lights on both palms again.

Then She spoke.

“My daughter, today I come to reveal to you that the Holy Father holds in his heart a profound desire to honor Me, this humble Handmaid. I took part spiritually, physically, and emotionally in My Son’s Passion. Though the nails did not pierce My flesh, I felt keenly their pain. So, too, I felt the crown of thorns, the instruments of torture, and the agony in the garden. Mystically I died with My Jesus. The Holy Father wants to name Me Co-Redemptrix. He will make this Church Doctrine. Because the truth divides, this will divide hearts. Some will be unable to accept Me in this role. They will need to come deeper in My Heart through a consecrated life to understand this. I will speak tomorrow about this. I bless you now.”

March 12, 1996

From Our Lady

“Dear children, today I invite you to understand in your hearts that My Son’s Paschal Mystery begins with His surrender to His Passion and Death. As My Jesus surrendered, so I, His Mother, surrendered to His Passion. Dear children, as the Holy Father considers the title Co-Redemptrix on My behalf, I invite you to see that I suffer still as man and countries profane God’s laws.”

March 12, 1996
Monthly Message to All Nations

Blessed Mother is here as Our Lady of Guadalupe.

“I come in praise of Jesus, My Son.”

“Dear children, I do not come to you so often to satisfy the curious and perform miracles so you will believe. I come to reconcile man to God and to make heaven and earth one in spirit. Through your ‘yes’ to Holy Love, My Son is glorified. Just as all nature is awakening and coming to life in this season, I come to awaken hearts and bring faith, hope, and love alive again in the world.”

“Dear children I encourage you to let your hearts be flooded with Holy Love and melted, just as your countenance is warmed by the sun today. I come to ask your cooperation in making atonement to Our United Hearts for sins perpetrated against life. I desire your Communions in reparation for these sins. Open your hearts, My dear children, and turn them towards heaven, like buds opening in the sun.”

“I desire you understand that the fullest meaning of the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary is expressed in this newest and most cherished title the Holy Father will bestow upon His Humble Servant. It is because Our Hearts are spiritually one that I am Co-Redemptrix. Just as I supported My Son in His suffering, I desire My children depend upon Me in the midst of every adversity. Do not despise your crosses, but see that they are the embrace of Holy Grace for souls. Holy and Divine Love were united on Calvary, just as they will be united in the New Jerusalem.”

“I am leaving here My peace on this property to be felt always by those who come. Dear children, I am blessing you.”

***

From the Book of Truth
(Maria Divine Mercy)

Mother of Salvation: The Medal of Salvation offers the Gift of Conversion
Thursday, July 18th, 2013 @ 19:14

My child, I wish it to be made known that, from now on, I am to be addressed by the last title, given to me by my Son, on Earth. In this, the Final Mission, I am to be referred to, at all times, as the Mother of Salvation.

My Image is to be created and a Medal struck where, on one side, I am to be placed with the sun behind my head and where twelve stars woven into a crown of thorns sits on my head. On the reverse side of the Medal, I wish to depict the Sacred Heart of my Son with the Two Swords of Salvation, which are to be crossed on each side.

The Swords of Salvation will have a dual purpose. The First Sword will slay the beast and I have been given the authority to do this on the Final Day. The other Sword will pierce the hearts of the most hardened sinners and will be the Sword by which their souls will be saved.

This Medal is to be made available in bulk and then, when received by those seeking them out, must be blessed by a priest and then given freely to others. The Medal of Salvation offers the Gift of Conversion, and Salvation.

All those who receive the Medal of Salvation must recite this Crusade Prayer (115) For the Gift of Conversion:

“O Mother of Salvation, cover my soul with your tears of Salvation.
Rid me of doubts.
Lift my heart, so that I will feel the Presence of your Son.
Bring me peace and solace.
Pray that I will be truly converted.
Help me to accept the Truth and open my heart to receive the Mercy of your Son, Jesus Christ.
Amen.”

My child, please have this Medal designed and made. I will guide you every step of the way and then you must ensure that it is made available throughout the world.

Go in peace to serve my Son.

Your Mother
Mother of Salvation

NOTE: To purchase the Medal of Salvation, please visit this online store:
ChristoGifts – http://christogifts.com/en/
(This blog, MaryRefugeOfHolyLove.com, is not associated in anyway with ChristoGifts. The blogger (a soul) is only providing this website link to help people).

Mother of Salvation: These Medals will convert all souls, who are open to the Mercy of my Son, Jesus Christ
Saturday, September 14th, 2013 @ 16:10

O, my child, just as I loved my Son, from the moment I looked into His beautiful Face, so do I love all of God’s children as my very own.

I am the Mother of God, but I am also the Mother of all of God’s children, as I pledged to help them in their moment of final salvation. My Son, when He crowned me at my Coronation in Heaven, gave me the authority to become the Mother of the twelve tribes – the twelve nations in the New Jerusalem. Before that day dawns, I, as the Mother of Salvation, will seek out souls everywhere and draw them to my Son. I help Him in this onerous task and just as my Heart is entwined in His, it is also entwined within the hearts of those who truly love my Son.

As your Mother, I love all of God’s children. I feel the same love for each of you as any mother feels for her young. I see God’s children as if all of them were just little children. I feel their pain. I suffer with my Son when He looks upon sinners, who reject the Love He has for them. How He agonises over them and how many tears I now cry as I watch the wretchedness of man grow because of the spread of sin. Yet, there is still much love alive in the world. This love, when it is pure, will withstand the darkness and, like a beacon, it will attract souls towards it. This is the way God will work in order to enlighten humanity. He will use the love of those who love Him to bring Him the souls of the rest.

My duty is to offer as many sinners as possible the chance to save their souls. I do this through the apparitions, which are witnessed when I appear, in order to ignite the faith of sinners everywhere. I now do this by providing the Medal of Salvation. My child, as I have said, this Medal must be made available to the world through you and based on my instructions to you. These instructions are only being made known to you. These Medals will convert all souls who are open to the Mercy of my Son, Jesus Christ. This will then result in the salvation of millions.

Thank you, children, for opening up your hearts to me, your Mother and for showing obedience to my beloved Son, Jesus Christ, the Saviour of mankind.

Your Mother
Mother of Salvation

Mother of Salvation: This final Medal, brought to you by me, through the Mercy of God, will draw billions of souls towards Eternal Life
Monday, January 20th, 2014 @ 12:09

My dear child, God wants to save every single person, of every single faith, as well as those who deny the Existence of Him and His Son, Jesus Christ. This is why people of every age, every culture and every denomination, must receive a Medal of Salvation.

Each person who is given a Medal, even if it cannot be blessed, will be given an extraordinary Gift. Soon afterwards, God will instill in them a Grace, an insight into their own helplessness and an awareness of God’s Almighty Love. He will enlighten even the most stubborn of souls and those with hearts of stone. Soon they will seek the Truth and then they will call out to God, begging Him to help ease their hearts and fill them with His Great Mercy.

Do not reject the Gift of the Medal of Salvation, because this final Medal, brought to you by me, through the Mercy of God, will draw billions of souls towards Eternal Life. When My Father gave me the instruction to present the world with the Most Holy Rosary to St. Dominic, many rejected it. They still do today, for they think it was created by me. It was given to me, so that anyone who recited it could protect themselves from the evil one. It is through my intercession that special Graces and protection are bequeathed to souls, against the influence of the evil one.

Do not make the mistake of rejecting this Medal as it is for the whole world and many miracles will be associated with it. Those who do reject it or try to prevent others from accepting it will deny salvation – especially atheists, who are in greatest need of Divine Intervention. You must always place those people who reject God before My Father’s Throne and beg for Mercy for their souls.

Please ensure that the Medal of Salvation is provided to as many people as possible.

Your beloved Mother
Mother of Salvation

***

LOCUTIONS TO THE WORLD

July 24, 2013
Explaining Jesus’ Defeat of Satan

MARY

I want to explain the great mysteries of suffering and death.  The heavenly Father so loved the first human persons  he created that he gave them special gifts, called preternatural.  By these powers, they could not suffer or die.

Satan’s Envy

Satan was filled with jealousy and rage because lowly human persons enjoyed these special divine protections.  He conceived his plan to bring those first persons away from their very special condition and to bring them into his seduction, filled with sufferings.

As these human persons, deceived by Satan’s lies, followed his promptings, they, too, were plunged into his sufferings.  These preternatural gifts were lost.  This is now the permanent state of the human race.  Every person born into the world is subjected to Satan’s sufferings and to death.  I will speak now of my own Son’s sufferings and death.

Jesus’ Sufferings

During his lifetime, Jesus frequently destroyed human sufferings by his healing actions.  For some people, he even reversed the power of death.  However, all of these were just partial victories.  Satan’s kingdom was still safe in the center of his stronghold.

Jesus’ final and complete victory began in the Garden of Gethsemane.  There, he asked his heavenly Father if it were possible to avoid the Way of the Cross.  The Father explained that Jesus had to reach the very stronghold of Satan.  Every king, (even Satan) protects his stronghold with guards and gates.  As Jesus accepted this task from the Father, namely to invade Satan’s central stronghold and engage him in combat, his suffering began.  The soldiers, led by Judas, came to arrest him.

Getting to the Stronghold

The scourging, the crowning of thorns, the various trials before the Sanhedrin and Pilate, and even the way of the cross were just the preliminary obstacles that Jesus had to go through to reach the central stronghold.

Only as he was lifted up on the cross, did the mortal combat begin.  I was there, not merely as a witness, but to engage in the battle with Jesus.   That is why I am the co-redemptrix of the human race.

How great was that battle – back and forth.  One part would be conquered and then a greater Satanic response would be released.  Jesus’ sufferings continued to escalate as he entered deeper and deeper into the Satanic stronghold.  By his fidelity and my cooperation, we finally reached the center of Satan’s kingdom.

Standing Before Satan’s Throne

We were together, our hearts locked together by the greatest human and divine love that has ever existed.  Satan did not just confront his Creator but a creature, whom he so much despised.

He was surprised that we had penetrated into his great secrecy.  He saw his own folly in stirring up the Jewish leaders and in leading Pilate to condemn Jesus.  He, by his foolishness, had allowed us to arrive for this mortal combat.

Satan’s Futile Attempt

Totally dedicated to evil, he again used his great deceptions.  He even repeated the temptations in the desert, offering Jesus once more all the kingdoms of the earth.  Over these temptations, Jesus had already won his victories.  He offered to lessen my sufferings and to make my way easy and light, but I rejected his false offers.  I would always be the suffering Mother to bring forth my children.

His Final Tactic

Then came the final moment, the ultimate struggle, evidenced by Jesus’ words, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”  In his cleverness, he covered over the light that Jesus had always enjoyed.  From the first moment of his conception, Jesus knew that he was the Beloved Son of God.  Frequently, as at his Baptism and Transfiguration, the Father had assured Jesus of these special prerogatives.  Even in the garden, Jesus knew that he was the Beloved Son.

Now, that light was covered over.  The Father did not hide himself but Satan, by his great intellect, saw how to cover over the Father’s face.

The Victory of Mutual Love

This was darkness, for both Jesus and myself.  We had only each other.  The darkness was complete and total.  Our love for each other was the only light that we enjoyed and we remained embraced in our mutual love until the end.  At the end, there seemed to be no faith, nor even hope.  Especially, there seemed to be not even love for the Father.  All that we knew is that we loved one another.  Together, we redeemed the human race.  Jesus and I destroyed Satan in the very heart of his stronghold.  His kingdom was divided and would not stand.

Today

Today, he still roams the earth looking for those whom he would devour.  However, he knows that his days are numbered and that, at the end of time, he will be cast forever into hell, never to have access to the saints.  His kingdom is condemned forever.

I needed to teach this all at once.  There is much more to say.

July 25, 2013
Avoiding Chastisements

MARY

There is a question.  “If Jesus and I won the mortal combat on Calvary and destroyed the stronghold of Satan so that his kingdom is divided and he will be cast into hall forever, then why did this not happen immediately?  Why does he still roam about the world seeking the ruin of souls?”

Remember the owner of the field who planted good seed but the devil planted weeds.  When both came up, his servants wanted to remove the weeds.  However, the wise owner said, “Let both grow together, lest in pulling out the weeds, you might destroy the wheat.  At harvest time, we will separate the weeds and the wheat”.

Human life is meant to be a time of separation from Satan through the vows taken at Baptism.

The people are asked, “Do you renounce Satan, and all his attractions, and all his works?”

After everyone answers “yes”, the kingdom of God claims the person by Baptism.  Yet, how many live out these vows?  Instead of renouncing Satan, they seek him out.  They cling to him by their daily choices.  Instead of separating themselves and entering fully into the kingdom, they are caught up in the world’s darkness and they walk his paths.

For the heavenly Father to suddenly and forcibly attempt to remove Satan’s hold upon the human race would cause what is called a “chastisement”.  That is what I am trying to avoid chastisements by these messages.

July 26, 2013
Why Chastisements are Possible

MARY

Satan’s hand is everywhere. He corrupts the human heart. He darkens man’s intellect. He leads astray, incites violence, provides weapons, places the most clever lies on people’s lips. He incites to anger, attracts to lust and to the sordid gains of greed. He enters every aspect of human life, gains a foothold and never leaves.

Man, having no idea of his foe and no concept that he is entrapped by a superior intellect, rejects God’s help, sets aside God’s law and turns away from God’s path.

However, the heavenly Father will not let go if his creation. He made that decision centuries ago when he made a covenant with Noah, and later, with Abraham. The Father has two ways to reclaim his creation, the road of faith or the road of chastisements. I constantly visit my children and give these messages so that the human race is converted, chooses the road of faith and avoids the road of divine chastisements.

Profound Mystery – The Two Hearts – More closely United than the Sun with its Rays

The United Hearts

Locutions To The World

January 21, 2014
“God’s Stunning Decision”

MARY

God is love and the first truth is that God loves. His love is an eternal, inextinguishable and inexhaustible fire which contains every possible blessing. His love is life itself.

From this fire comes all of creation, especially the pinnacles of creation, angels and mankind, meant to live with God forever. To live forever, they must freely enter God’s fire, believing that this fire will not destroy but protect, not harm but bless.

God’s fire became flesh in Jesus. Men could actually see and touch this fire. All who chose that fire received life. All who rejected Jesus could not receive this eternal fire. In Jesus, was life.

The Father has made a further decision. He has placed Jesus’ fire in my Immaculate Heart.

This is a stunning decision which many will say cannot take place. They do not know the power of God or the love of God that leads the heavenly Father to work mysteries beyond the knowledge of man’s limited intellect. There are two hearts, Jesus’ and mine, and we are more closely united than the sun with its rays.

May 12, 2014
“Surprising Satan”

MARY

God is love, an infinite love that always pours forth blessings, like the sun that gives only light. If there is darkness, no one blames the sun. So, if there is evil, no one should blame God.

Somehow, his love has been blocked, kept out, and unable to enter.

In his secret plan, the heavenly Father has placed this love in my Immaculate Heart. He has told me, “Mary, go to the world. You will be more than just my messenger. Your heart will carry my love. I have so united your heart with Jesus’ heart, that the two hearts are as one. You are so united that it would be more difficult to separate your hearts than to separate the sun from its rays”.

So, I go everywhere with this great secret of my Immaculate Heart, a mystery kept hidden for centuries but now revealed to a world that is plunging into darkness.

O mankind, the heavenly Father has united my heart with Jesus’ heart. He has surprised Satan, who had no idea that he would be conquered by a Woman. Against my Immaculate Heart, he has no defenses.

He has not been able to plan for this surprise. He wants my words to be hidden but, by these locutions, I speak openly to the whole world. All is new!

Holy Love Ministry
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January 13, 1999

“I have come – Jesus, the Word born Incarnate.”

“I wish to reveal to you the depth of the United Hearts Revelation. As My Mother’s Heart is the Refuge of Holy Love, so My Own Sacred Heart is the Kingdom of Divine Love. Thus, the United Hearts represent both Refuge and Kingdom – security in tribulation and victory over evil. We are united. We share everything. She is always in Me. I am always in Her – spiritually and emotionally.”

“Therefore, see that when you petition the Heart of My Blessed Mother, the petition goes into My Heart as well. Further, when you pray directly to Me, She is praying for you also. When My Mother’s Heart is sorrowing, I too sorrow. When the Immaculate Heart holds joy, I too am joyful. We share the same emotions. While I am Godhead present in the tabernacles of the world, My Mother stands beside the tabernacle consoling Me. While She draws souls into the confessional, I am in the confessional waiting to forgive. Thus, We have always shared.”

“We are United in Hearts.”

“You will make it known.”

September 6, 2009

St. Thomas Aquinas says:

“Praise be to Jesus.”

“I have come to further expound upon the Revelation of the United Hearts. The entire Sacred Image is surrounded by the Flame of Eternal Truth–the Flame of the Eternal Now which is the Flame of all life–the Flame of the Heart of God the Father. From this Flame the Spirit of Truth illuminates and surrounds the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary.”

“The Heart of the Most Holy Mother always leads to the Divine Heart of Her Beloved Son, Jesus–so it is in this Sacred Image. Our Lady experienced the Passion interiorly. She felt Her Son’s anguish in the Garden at Gethsemane. Since Her Heart was surrounded by the Light of Truth, She knew that Her Son would surrender to God’s Divine Will.”

“She felt the lashes at the pillar in Her own Body and so, too, the cruelty of the crowning of the thorns.”

“She moved along the Way of the Cross feeling the weight of this Cross on Her own Shoulders.”

“When Jesus’ Flesh was pierced by the nails, She felt these blows interiorly in Her own Flesh.”

“The Blessed Mother felt as though She, too, hung on the Cross with Her Son.”

“Our Lady calls all people and all nations today to enter into the Chambers of Her Son’s Most Sacred Heart. The Revelation of these Chambers remains today a fruit of His Passion and Death.”

“Let no one surreptitiously take this away from you through untruths.”

From the Book of Truth
(Maria Divine Mercy)

“Virgin Mary: I experienced the same suffering”
Thursday, December 8th, 2011 @ 21:10

My child, when I gave birth to Jesus Christ, the Redeemer of all mankind, I was like any mother. My love for this child was so overwhelming, I cried tears of great joy when I first saw His beautiful Face. Yet I knew that the role I had accepted would not be easy, although I never realized, at the time, how difficult this journey would be.

When I looked into the precious Face of my cherished Child, nothing mattered, only my desire to protect Him at all times whatever the cost.

My Heart was conjoined with that of my Son then as it is today. This same Heart suffered in union with Him through every moment of His life on Earth.

Every joy He felt, I too could feel. His laughter brought a smile to my face. His sorrow pained me deeply.

His torture during His Crucifixion was felt in every bone in my body. Every nail, which pierced His Flesh, pierced mine. For every punch and kick He received at the hands of His persecutors, I felt also.

I experienced the same suffering, yet I was not present for much of the torture inflicted on Him, which was hidden from me and His disciples.

Today I suffer with my Son, just as it was then, when He is mocked in the world today and ridiculed in public, on the stage and in the media, especially by atheists, I cry tears of bitterness.

When I see my precious Son weeping at the sins He witnesses every day, I too weep with Him. I see, feel and witness His ongoing suffering for mankind.

Jesus Christ, the Saviour of Mankind, has suffered for all of you, but loves all of you very much.

I will do everything I can to fulfil His dearest wish to save every single soul on Earth from the clutches of the evil one.

When this Mission has succeeded, then and only then, can I rejoice in final peace when my children reunite as one in the New Paradise.

Pray, my child, that all those who pray for the salvation of souls that not one soul is excluded.

Go in peace and continue this most important Mission for my beloved Son.

I will protect you at all times.

YOUR BELOVED MOTHER
QUEEN OF HEAVEN

(This Message was received after Mass and immediately after a private apparition in front of her statue, which lasted 20 minutes, in which the Virgin Mary remained solemn with her veil blowing.)

Understanding the Suffering of Jesus Christ – The Son of Man

COMMENT (by a soul):
A few months ago, I wrote an introduction to a piece of mystical revelation that I feature on the blog, MaryRefugeOfHolyLove. It is on this blog page (has printable document): Did Jesus Ever Get Sick As A Child – The Seven Sorrows Of Mary In Mystical Revelation. However, I believe the introduction has ideas important enough that I should share it to the main blog page.

So here it is for everyone to read. God bless!

Introduction
by a soul

Sometimes I wonder things about Our Lord, Jesus Christ, that might seem like “silly” ponderings to others.

For example, I have wondered if Jesus ever got sick as a child? Did He ever scrape a knee or fall and get a bruise? I knew that Jesus suffered in His Passion and in His Death, but I did not understand if He also suffered physically in other ways during His Life on earth. I have wondered these “silly” things simply because Jesus Is God and He had a Perfect Body. So, I have thought that He might be exempt from many commonly-held experiences as we, poor sinners, have on earth. I simply did not know.

Well, God Is amazing… He always finds a way of answering my hidden questions, my secret ponderings, and my private musings, in some form or another, all in His divine timing. And the answer to this question if Jesus ever got sick as a child is no exception. I found the answer when I came across a mystical revelation a few months ago, and My Love reminded me of this finding tonight, along with some contemplative thoughts. So, I am putting together these thoughts first as an introduction to the mystical piece I found awhile back to share with you all.

And yes, Jesus did get sick as a child and He did experience childhood illnesses.

In an earlier three-part series of writings, I have written much about a certain passage of Holy Scripture. Here is the passage again:

Book of Philippians
Chapter 2, Verses 5-8

“Have among yourselves the same attitude that is also yours in Christ Jesus, Who,
though he was in the form of God, did not regard equality with God something to be grasped.
Rather, he emptied himself, taking the form of a slave, coming in human likeness;
and found human in appearance, he humbled himself,
becoming obedient to death, even death on a cross.”

*                             *                             *

I have learned, through studying and praying about this passage of Holy Scripture as well as by mystical revelation, that when Jesus willingly accepted to become a Man before His Divine Father that Jesus also accepted the grace to be able to suffer as a Man to bring about our Redemption through The Cross. But, this grace to be able to suffer was not limited to only the Passion and Crucifixion, but from the first moment of Conception of His Life on earth.

Jesus had the grace to be able to suffer as a child, both physically and mentally, as any human child. And when I realized this fact, it was astonishing to me, because Jesus had an Immaculate Soul and a Perfect Body formed from His Blessed Mother, yet, He truly humbled Himself even in this way, to be able to truly suffer like the rest of us, fallen humanity.

It was not necessary for Jesus to suffer throughout His whole Life on earth. His suffering could have been limited in time to the Passion and the Crucifixion. Yet, He chose to “empty Himself,” by taking the form of a “slave,” by becoming like us in all “human likeness.”

He bled, He suffered, He cried, He became ill, He fell down… He suffered as any child and as any adult before the Passion.

That is true humility. And most of this human suffering, done in profound humility, during His Life remains “hidden,” because it is not recorded in Holy Scripture. That makes His suffering even more incredible to me. God chose to intimately suffer in ways we do not know about simply because He desired to identify Himself with us, poor sinners—He held nothing back for Himself!

Adam and Eve were originally created by God with immaculate souls and had the “preternatural gifts” of being exempt from suffering and death. It is only when they fell from grace—when their souls were no longer immaculate—that they became subject to suffering and death. And so, because they had originally perfect bodies, although subject now to pain and suffering, Adam and Eve lived hundreds of years before death finally overcame them.

Adam and Eve were able to pass on these almost perfect physical qualities to their immediate children and that is the primary reason why humanity lived for hundreds of years before The Flood in Noah’s time. It is also the reason why today, humanity is experiencing increasing physical ailments and deformities and illnesses. We are far-removed from the physical perfections of Adam and Eve. It is natural law that all life and the earth pass from perfect order to increasing disorder. It is all due to The Original Fall.

Yet, Jesus always had an Immaculate Soul. Jesus inherited a Perfect Body due to The Blessed Mother and Her Immaculate Conception. So, it follows that Jesus should have been exempt from all suffering and physical death, like Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden. So, it was by sheer grace and free-will choice alone, that The Divine Son humbled Himself before His Father, to accept His Redeeming Role as The Christ for fallen humanity.

My God, how Glorious You Are! I am nothing before Your Holiness!

I also realized tonight in my contemplations one of the reasons why Jesus spoke in parables to His apostles and disciples.

From mystical revelation, one knows that the reason 1/3 of the angels fell from grace was because they were asked if they would serve God as a Man-King. satan said “I will not serve,” and he demanded to be made King of All-Creation. he was able to convince 1/3 of the angels to follow him, thus, they created hell for themselves.

From that moment onward, satan prepared and plotted for the coming of God Incarnate as Man and as the Messiah of fallen humanity. It was his primary obsession before the Incarnation.

satan knew that Christ was coming into the world at the moment of the Annunciation, because of the Miraculous Conception of Our Lord. Yet, I have read in mystical revelation, that satan was never completely convinced that Christ was the Messiah throughout His Life on earth. I finally realized why… It was because Jesus could suffer throughout His earthly Life.

satan was confused by Jesus living His Life hidden for thirty years—satan does not understand humility—and he was confused because Jesus suffered as a Man.

satan could spiritually see that Jesus had an Immaculate Soul and a Perfect Body, like Adam and Eve, and so, logically, as I surmised in my earlier private musings, Jesus should have been exempt from any pain, suffering, and death. Yet, Jesus suffered as a child and as a man, like any human person. This fact completely confused satan.

But, because he knew that Jesus could suffer and die like any mortal man, satan connived to have Jesus murdered. However, I also know from mystical revelation, that satan only realized his great folly—his “great mistake”—at the moment The Cross was raised at Calvary.

It was only when The Cross was raised that satan finally understood all the parables that Jesus spoke to His apostles and disciples about His Death. satan realized his great error in causing the Crucifixion that would bring about The Resurrection. he was fooled by God.

God won.

And so, these are some of the lovely thoughts that My Love has been inspiring me to think about tonight. There is one final thought, which is about Our Lady.

The Blessed Mother also had an immaculate soul and a perfect body while living on earth. She also should have been exempt from pain, suffering and death, yet, She shared in this similar grace as Her Divine Son. She was given this exceptional grace due to Her Co-Redemptress role as Mother of God and Mother of all souls. Her Immaculate Heart is intimately United with the Most Sacred Heart of Her Divine Son. Thus, She shares the same Sorrows as Her Divine Son.

And the Greatness of Our Queen can never be understated. The Blessed Mother is not God, and yet, She will always Triumph with Him, because of the fact that She is only human and Her undivided free-will decision to always abide in the Divine Will Is To The Magnificent Glory Of God.

I am humbled by Our Lord and Our Lady. My God, how insignificant I am…

May I always love Thee…

Amen.

My pain is even greater today than it was during My Crucifixion

My pain is even greater today than it was during My Crucifixion
Wednesday, April 13th, 2011 @ 23:00

My dearly beloved daughter, I cry with great sadness tonight at the sins of mankind, which have increased with great intensity, as the time for the world to commemorate My Passion on the Cross draws nearer. My pain is even greater than it was when I was first crucified. I Am now reliving the Agony I endured, as the sins of mankind pierce My Heart like a sword, that is longer, sharper and more painful. Hear My pleas. Hear My cries. All of you, comfort Me in this deep agony I endure today. I have to witness, daily, the deep sorrow, the pain and torture inflicted by man, on man, by man, on children. These murderers suffer no remorse, so infected are their dark souls by Satan, the deceiver. He shows no compassion for any of you, because he has no soul. Yet, man foolishly succumbs to his temptations like blind men. So slavishly do they allow themselves to be sucked into this terrible darkness, that I have to rely on those of you believers to pray hard to salvage such souls.

My pain intensifies daily. Sin is not seen by man, for what it is. At its most basic level it is a love-of-self. At its worst, it is a love of all things that damages others, through dishonesty, violence, abuse and murder. Why do people turn a blind eye when they witness such atrocities? Those victims are people such as yourselves. Pray hard for these perpetrators, because they too are victims. They, My children, have been ensnared by the deceiver, yet many do not even accept he exists. The time is drawing close now for My Word to be truly heard again on Earth. Please, please explain to all that My Mercy is now about to be witnessed on Earth during the forthcoming mystical event. It is important to tell as many people as possible to ask God the Eternal Father, to forgive each and every one of you, for past sins committed. Do it right now and quickly. Save your souls and those of others. While conversion will be rampant, some unfortunate souls will not survive the shock. Pray, pray that they will not die in mortal sin.

Please remind yourselves of My Passion during Lent, by considering the Sacrifice I made willingly for all of you so that you could be saved. Then understand that The Warning, the Illumination of Conscience, is My next Gift of Mercy for mankind.
Spread conversion everywhere. Help defeat the deceiver by praying My Divine Mercy to save souls. Trust in Me now and bring Me back into your hearts. Unite together to save mankind through love.

Your Divine Saviour,

Jesus Christ

Son of God the Almighty Father
Creator and Maker of all things

The Next Life

The Next Life
Saturday, December 11th, 2010 @ 09:15

My dearly beloved daughter, you are ready now to move forward and continue with the task of completing My Holy Book of Truth. You, My daughter, have been undergoing the cleansing required to give you the strength for this Work.

My children, so caught up in this world of two parts, do not realize, that soon, all will be one. The two parts involve sorrow and joy.

Sorrow exists in the world in a way that causes deep confusion and despair. It is a sorrow unlike any other since the foundation of Earth.

The sorrow, that is felt today, is based on loss, which has come about because material things have been taken away. There is also the longing for peace in mind, body and soul. This will only come about through humility, acceptance and love of My Eternal Father. Then there is the joy. I smile, with love, when My children laugh, smile and enjoy themselves. This is a Gift from Me. Laughter and joy is an important Gift to mankind, once it is pure and not at the expense of each other.

My children of little faith, it is hard, I know, to stop and say “I Am turning back to God.” So many of you are unaware as to Who the Eternal Father is. Few understand that He watches over them every single day of their lives – each and every one of them. He smiles, laughs and feels a great sense of joy when His children are happy. He does not, however, look with favour on those whose joy, or assumption of joy, is achieved without love in their hearts.

I, your Saviour, Jesus Christ, love you all, My children, too. Yet I Am One with My Eternal Father. I smile on you all and hope that you will come back to Me.

Come on to Me, My children, as one and move towards Me with open hearts.

For many of My children, the Messages, which refer to My Second Coming on Earth, strikes fear in their hearts. There is no need to fear. This will be a moment of absolute joy, glory and pure happiness. Because for all of you, who turn your hearts back to Me, I will hold you in My Arms and will cry Tears of Joy.

Believers, please, please pray, now, for those who do not believe, or who have lost their way. The farmer who rounds up his flock will always strive to seek out, relentlessly, the ones who are lost. The sweetness of victory he feels, when they come back with his fold, is similar to that feeling I get when My lost children return to Me.

Children, even during moments of joy and laughter on this Earth please remember one thing. This is but a glimmer of the pure happiness and joy that will exist on the New Earth when the lost Paradise emerges. When this happens, the chosen people, those who live good lives, believe in their Creator, will join with the resurrected dead; those people, friends and family who have passed from this life, will join with Me, in this new glorious eternity. Remember children, it is important not to take this Earth for granted. Nor to assume everything in it is under your control, because it is not. As you continue to be consumed by its promises, disappointments, joys and wonders, remember it is only a temporary place, a passing stage, before entering My Father’s Kingdom – the New Heaven and Earth, which becomes one.

One final call, My children, pray to Me, in your own words. Ask Me to guide you. Ask Me to show you love and the Truth in a way that will make sense. Don’t keep your head buried in the sand or you will not enjoy the glory of the New Earth.

Empty path to nothingness

Children who sneer and deny Me, will tell you there is no life, after this one. Let Me assure you, they are not only denying themselves access to Paradise, instead they are choosing an empty path to nothingness. In some cases, they are following the deceit of the deceiver – the evil one – who moves so silently and with a deadly prowess, that they, not believing he exists, follow blindly, holding his hand, through the gates of Hell.

My Suffering in Garden of Gethsemane

When My believers see these people strut arrogantly and boasting of their atheism, they feel a terrible suffering. They, who have taken up My Cross, feel the agony I suffered, during My time in the Garden of Gethsemane. This is where I knew that, even though I willingly made the ultimate Sacrifice, when I accepted death as a means to give My children a chance to win a place in My Father’s Kingdom, I knew deep down it would not make a difference to some of My children. This was the worst agony and the one that made Me sweat Blood. The terror I felt, for those lost souls, still exists in Me today.

Those of you who ask – if You are God, or You are Jesus Christ, then surely You can do anything? My answer is, of course, except for one thing. I cannot interfere with your free will given to mankind. It will be up to My children to make this their final choice of their own free will.

Your loving Christ
Your Saviour

Jesus Christ

The Warning of Hell and the Promise of Paradise

The Warning of Hell and the Promise of Paradise
Saturday, November 13th, 2010 @ 03:00

My beloved daughter, you have come through a terrible persecution, which I permitted to free your soul from the torments of Hell. You are now free and your spirit will enable you to spread My Word, so that mankind can be released from the suffering that awaits them, should they be so foolish as to succumb to the evil one.

You, My daughter, were sent right from the start. I Am making you stronger all the time, in but a few days. What do you think you will be like in a week, a year or two? A fighter, brave to the last, you will work with Me to clear the souls of My dearly beloved children, for whom I hold a deep and utterly loving Compassion. The Love courses through My Veins like a river. My Compassion never dwindles, despite the fact that they turn the other way.

I will save them from the Torments of Hell

Tell them, My daughter, that I will save them from the torments of Hell. I need them to turn to Me in their joyless, confused state.

There is only one way to love and peace. That will be in My New Paradise, when Heaven and Earth will become one. Don’t they know this? Have they never heard of My promise of old? The promise of eternal life, where they – all mankind who turn to Me – will be lifted body, soul and mind into the New Earth and Heaven, when they combine, once again, in the Paradise for so long promised to My Father’s children.

Believe. I beseech you. Think. If you have never been exposed to Holy Scripture, then ask yourself this simple question. If you feel love in your hearts, where do you think this comes from? Is it love that makes you feel gentle, humble, yearning and free of all ego? If so, then, this is the love that I promise all My children who turn back to Me.

How worldly ambitions leave you empty

It is hard, I know, dear children, to believe in a different world to the one in which you live. Remember that this world was created by God the Eternal Father, then it was soiled by the works of the deceiver. He, Satan, is extremely cunning. You, My children, must surely know that the worldly ambitions, which you find insatiable, do not fulfil you? You feel an emptiness, which you cannot explain, or understand. Isn’t this so? And then you strive for more and more. But yet, you are still not satisfied when you feel you should be. Why is that? Have you looked into your hearts and asked why? Why? The answer is very simple.

God created mankind. Mankind was tempted by Satan. Satan exists in this beautiful world that My Eternal Father created out of Pure Love. Sadly, he, Satan, will exist until My Second Coming. He will, then, be exposed for the sheer lies and deception, which he has manifested in My children. By then it will be too late for many of My children, including those who are unsure or hesitant in believing in the Divine superior Creation of My Father’s Kingdom.

Do not reject Me

Listen! I, Jesus Christ, the Saviour, was sent to give you all a second chance to enter My Father’s Kingdom. Hear now My promise. Listen to My Voice, sent by Divine grace, through My visionaries and prophets in today’s world, and understand that all My children are equal in My Father’s Eyes.

Those who follow Him are blessed, but suffer torture for the souls who do not believe and who refuse to listen. God made the world. It did not appear from nowhere. Man did not, nor could not invent such a Miracle, which science will never be able to explain. The Divine Supernatural can never be truly understood, until all children of God surrender in mind, body and soul to the Pure Love that I offer.

Please, I beseech all of you, do not reject your Creator. Please do not listen to the deceit of the lies you have been told by the deceiver, through divisions of the freemasons, the Illuminati, the false prophets and the bizarre and totally evil cults that have evolved through the naivety of man.

Satan is real

Mankind is weak. Even the most holy of followers fall prey to the constant temptations of the evil one. The problem is that they, those who seek pleasure, do not believe he is real. Others do know he is real and that he does exist. They are the ones who cause Me the most heartbreak.

Wounds opening once again and festering

I Am suffering to such an extent that the Wounds inflicted upon Me at My terrible Crucifixion, to which I succumbed, are opening once again and festering, leaving Me in the utmost painful agony of Body, Soul and Divinity. Yet I will never give up loving all of you.

I call on you, from the Heavens and on behalf of My Eternal Father, Who created each and every one of you, out of Pure Love to stand firm. Reject Satan. Believe that he exists. Accept that he does. Open your eyes. Can’t you see the havoc he causes in your lives? Are you blind?

A Message to the rich

To the rich I say stop, think, and ask God for just one moment, is your role in living God’s Commandments pleasing to you? Does it feel right? Have you denied Me, at the expense of worldly excesses? These same excesses and pleasures will leave you empty of heart. You will know, in your own heart, that it does not feel right. Yet, you will still thirst for more of the empty and yet exciting promises that you are given by the deceiver in return for your soul.

A Message to those who follow the Illuminati

I implore all of you, especially My children who have been sucked into the Illuminati and other such evil entities. Once there, you are doomed to eternal damnation. Don’t you understand that what you have been promised, in return for your soul, is a lie, a deceitful and frightening lie. You will never receive the gifts promised by this sinister messenger from the depths of Hell. As your Saviour on the Cross, I gave up My Life to save you. Please do not let Me lose you now. I love you, My children. I weep as I
implore you one last time not to reject Me in favour of the deceiver.

I will forgive all who confess

I cannot interfere with your free will because that is one of the Gifts given to you when you were born in the Light of God. I will be coming, as Scriptures foretold, very shortly – sooner than anyone can comprehend. The world will plunge into darkness and
despair. Yet, I will forgive all, and every single one of My children who when their sins are revealed to them, no matter how offensive they are, instantly, at the moment of confession.

They will enter body and soul into Paradise when Heaven and Earth will become one, where all of you will live for eternity with your family, forever and ever.

Promises that Paradise has to offer

No illness, bodily corruption, no sin – just love. That is the promise of My Paradise. No one will want for anything. Everyone will live in harmony, joy and love.

The reality of Hell

Do not reject this life for the life you have been promised by Satan! You are being lied to. If you follow this path where God, or I, Jesus Christ, your Saviour, is not a part, then you are on the path to eternal damnation. You will scream with terror when you
realise the error. By then you will plead for Mercy, you will tear at your face, pull out your hair, but because you have free will, a Gift from My Father, it cannot be taken away from you. When you choose this false path, you will suffer damnation and burn in Hell forever. It is very real.

The greatest damnation, when you know you will never see the Face of God

The biggest damnation is finally realizing that there is a God. That I, your Saviour Jesus Christ, actually Exists and there will be no way, at that stage, to save yourselves. Your family may look at you from the other side. When that happens, and you realise the awful truth, it will be too late. Remember these Words.

The greatest damnation is when you know that you will never see the Face of God. That will be the greatest torment and one that will stay with you forever in the fires of Hell, where pain is constant and unrelenting. You will, instead of enjoying the paradise promised to you, through the lies of the deceiver, end up in the terrifying corridors of Hell. It is very real and represents suffering for eternity.

Please, all of you who do not believe I Am communicating with mankind, I ask that you pray to My Sacred Heart. Pray My Divine Mercy at 3 o’clock each day. I will respond to your request with Love, which you will feel instantly. Hold My Hand children. Don’t let go. I love you all so much that I gave up My Life for each and every one of you, so that you could be saved.

This time I come to Judge. Much as I love you, I cannot interfere with the Gift of free will, which was bestowed on you by My beloved Father. I hope that through My modern day visionaries and prophets that you will finally listen. The Truth is the way, remember, to eternal salvation and a new beginning when Paradise returns to Earth.

The lies of Satan

The lies, no matter how seductive, are just that. Lies, designed to steal the beloved souls, which cannot be released by My Father, the Creator and Maker of Earth.

Your Divine Saviour

Jesus Christ