Do you know God’s Will for you? – Christian Song – “The Way of Love” – Features Holy Love Ministry – Sung by Lydia Miller – Please share with your loved ones – MaryRefugeOfSouls

Do you know God’s Will for you? – Christian Song – “The Way of Love” – Features Holy Love Ministry – Sung by Lydia Miller – Please share with your loved ones – MaryRefugeOfSouls


Beautiful “The Way of Love” Christian song, based on messages given by our Heavenly Mother at Holy Love Ministry, Ohio, USA. Sung by Lydia Miller. Lyrics by Holy Love Ministry. Features Maranatha Spring and Shrine, home of Holy Love Ministries, all are welcome to visit.

Song: “The Way of Holy Love” (3:56 minutes)

A Great Song To Lift Up Your Spirits – Christian Music Video – CAIN – “I’m So Blessed”

NOTE (By a soul):
I was introduced today to the very talented Christian music group, CAIN (a trio of siblings). I especially love their song, “I’m So Blessed”, so I am sharing it on the blog as it is a great song to lift up your spirits. I hope you enjoy the music video. God bless!

CAIN – I’m So Blessed (Official Music Video) (3:01 minutes)

CAIN Gave Up Their Dream And Found Their Greatest Purpose | This Is My Story (5:14 minutes)

September 23, 2022 – Blog Update – Important Article Links, News Sources, and Prophecies – By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

September 23, 2022

Blessings beloved ones,

Firstly, thank you to everyone for your prayers for my health. After five hospital and two skilled nursing facility stays these past nine months since January 2022, I am expecting to go home very soon. I know that all of your prayers have blessed me and I am so grateful.

Secondly, thank you to everyone who has sent me prayer requests. I am not able to respond to every email, but I hold everyone’s intentions close to my heart. God bless you all and your loved ones.

Thirdly, as there are many newcomers to this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls, I want to re-share some previous content that has been featured on the blog before I got sick. As the newcomers may not know that on this prophecy blog, I “a soul”, have provided much information that is relevant to many timely topics. Below are important blog links and independent news sources that I follow on a regular basis. The links are broken down into the following topics:

  • Covid-19 vaccines (important information)
  • Credible independent news sources
  • Nuclear war (how to prepare for staying safe)
  • The Warning (Illumination of Conscience)
  • Moment of Death

Lastly, during these past nine months that I have been sick, I have received a few emails from blog followers who are generously volunteering to shelter and board conservative priests who are in crisis for their traditional faith (mainly due to their love of Jesus in the Holy Eucharist). The Blessed Mother requested that I maintain a list for the coming time of persecution in the USA and several families have already volunteered. Please know that I am still maintaining the list, but the original spreadsheet is on my broken computer, which has not been updated since I got sick. However, once I return home and my brother is finished with building a new computer, I will be able to work on this project again. Meanwhile, please forgive me for any lack of acknowledgment, as I am setting aside these special emails for when I can return to doing this project. Your generosity has been noted by me and I thank you very much.

Thank you, dearly beloved ones. May God bless abundantly everyone who follows this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls. I love you all.

In Christ’s Sacred Heart,
a soul


COVID-19 VACCINES (Important Information):

SHOCKING GRAPHENE OXIDE – PARTS I AND II – God Reveals The Truth (includes scientific evidence) – All Covid-19 vaccines are DEADLY POISONS that are the PRECURSOR to the mark of the beast – MaryRefugeOfSouls

NEW – PRAISE GOD! You Must Watch This Life-Saving Video – GOD will Heal People who took the Covid-19 vaccines – MaryRefugeOfSouls

SEARCH ON BLOG (All articles on the Covid-19 vaccines):


Hal Turner Radio Show (Catholic journalist, very timely articles on the war)

Natural News (Christian, excellent articles on everything that people need to know)

NUCLEAR WAR (How To Prepare for staying safe):


“What To Do If A Nuclear Disaster / Attack Is Imminent!” (13-Page Practical Guide) and Heaven’s Advice For Protection


MUST-SEE VIDEO – PART ONE – Necessary Facts About The Warning (Illumination Of Conscience) Of God – 1 of 2 Videos – Catholic Prophecy – Compiled by a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

MUST-SEE VIDEO – PART TWO – What Happens Next – Aftermath of the Great Warning (Illumination of Conscience) of God – 2 of 2 Videos – Catholic Prophecy – Compiled by a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

New Video – The Warning (Illumination of Conscience) – 7 Days And 7 Nights The Cross Of Jesus Christ Will Be Seen In The Sky – MaryRefugeOfSouls

The Warning (Illumination Of Conscience) By Father Philip Bebie

Great Purification – Jesus Christ – “Children of all races, of all languages, of all religions, of all nations; each one of you will be called by his own name, for I know you all – You will be in my love and you will see your entire life”


Moment of Death – JESUS – “Between the time of your death on earth and your judgement, you will have a very short instant in which you will see all your actions – [If] you wait for that short instant, it is not certain that you will regret your sin”

Special Commentary – Unity in God and Division on Earth – How God Judges Souls At The Moment Of Death – By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

Free Online Movie – The Greatest Reset — ‘My Sacred Shelter’

Note (By a soul):
An excellent Christian (Catholic) documentary film recommended by a friend of the blog, the husband of The Little Prophet of Love. Here is the movie website. God bless!

From the beginning, Man has allowed his pride and the lies of Satan to convince himself he had no need for a relationship with God, his maker. God made Man in his own image and likeness, yet from Adam to Nimrod to now, Man has tried to craft the world in his own image. God […]

The Greatest Reset — ‘My Sacred Shelter’

Important Video About Eucharistic Miracles and Brief Comment by a soul – Is There Deliberate Deception and Hypocrisy in the Current Papacy (Pope Francis)? – MaryRefugeOfSouls

Something To Consider (By a soul):
Facts: Three scientifically proven Eucharistic Miracles happened in the Archdiocese of Buenos Aires, Argentina (1992, 1994, and 1996) of then Bishop Jorge Mario Bergoglio (now known as Pope Francis), who later confirmed Their authenticity as a Cardinal.

Question of the Day (By a soul):
I believe that I have been very fair in advocating prayer for the salvation of Pope Francis, as well as giving him the benefit of the doubt in certain situations. But honestly, when I first found out that he was witness to three Eucharistic Miracles that were scientifically proven when he was bishop and then cardinal in his own archdiocese, it made me upset. So, my Question of the Day is this: Is there deliberate deception and hypocrisy in the current papacy? Because, honestly, if I was a direct witness of Eucharistic Miracles within my own diocese, that would give me more conviction of my faith, making me even more grounded in Catholic traditions and the Holy Mass. I would be shouting from the rooftop about these Miracles to everyone, especially, if I had a leadership role in the Church. So, I decided to share this video that I found on YouTube about these Eucharistic Miracles, because this is the video and question that all Catholics need to watch and discern for themselves. God bless.

Video Title:
The Eucharistic Miracle That Occurred Three Times in Buenos Aires, Argentina

Video Description:
This is the account of the series of Eucharistic Miracles that occurred in 1992, 1994, and 1996 in Buenos Aires, Argentina at the Parish of Saint Mary. Professor Ricardo Castñon Gomez investigated the cases of Eucharistic Miracles that occurred at the Parish with the approval and oversight of the current Pope Francis, who was the Archbishop of Buenos Aires at the time of the events. This investigation involved interviews, scientific studies, and lab analysis from different parts of the world involving medical doctors, priests, and other professors in the medical field. The studies found that the Consecrated Hosts that bled were in fact alive, and were heart tissue that originated from the Myocardium of a patient who was in dire stress and pain, who is our Lord Jesus Christ.

Video — Eucharistic Miracle in Buenos Aires, Argentina (8:30 minutes)


Three Scientifically Proven Eucharistic Miracles – MaryRefugeOfSouls

September 29, 2022 – One Night Only! Saint Michael, Meet the Angel Movie – Premiere in Poland, UK, USA, and Puerto Rico


The premiere in Puerto Rico, Poland, UK and USA is on September 29!

An inspiring documentary about the role of St Michael and other Holy Angels not just in scripture but also how they interact with us daily. In addition, Religious experts from different parts of the world, discuss Saint Michael from a Religious, Historical and Cultural point of view.


Message Posted in Error – By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

Blessings dear beloved ones,

I, “a soul”, need to apologize for a message that was posted earlier today to this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls. I thought that it was a message given to visionary, Lorena, from God the Father, about 3 days of prayer, fasting, and penance. However, it was a message given to a different Latin American visionary that I have not properly discerned. So I have pulled the message from my blog, so people will not be misled. My discernment process can take a longtime for any type of chosen messenger. Sometimes, it lasts only two months. Other times, it has taken me four years to properly discern a visionary. For Lorena’s messages, I was aware of them for over 2 years, and honestly, it took a powerful supernatural encounter with the Holy Spirit on Pentecost 2020 to finally be alright with placing Lorena’s messages on my blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls. Myself, I am very careful with posting new bodies of messages on this blog, because it is very important to me that I have discerned them properly for my own spirituality a chosen messenger is authentic. Because I only post heavenly messages to this blog that I honestly follow myself and feel comfortable sharing with others.

So, please kindly accept my apology. I am sorry for this mistake.

God bless,

A soul

Two Videos – For Music Lovers – Inspirational Story and Song Reaction – MaryRefugeOfSouls

This blog post is a bit unusual, as it is unlike any other type of post that I “a soul” place on this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls. As longtime followers know, I love singing to God and occasionally I will post music videos from YouTube on this blog. Well, Tara Simon is a vocal coach who does song critiques which I enjoy watching on YouTube. She is also a Christian. And so, Tara released a video on her channel and I want to be supportive by sharing the video on my blog, because the heartfelt story made me cry. I also want to recommend her YouTube channel, if you like music, especially learning how to sing and song reactions. God bless.

Story – Tara Simon Music Studios (10:32 minutes)

Vocal Coach Reacts to Carrie Underwood – My Savior Performance (18:40 minutes)

Commentary – The Lord Protected My Reception of Holy Communion – By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

Blessings beloved ones,

In this brief commentary, I, “a soul”, of MaryRefugeOfSouls, want to share with you all three private stories involving myself where Jesus protected my reception of Holy Communion. I firmly believe that people should only receive Holy Communion on the tongue from a priest. I also firmly believe that people should spend at least 20 minutes interiorly adoring Our Lord in Holy Communion. I always do these two holy practices and I believe that both have brought me closer to God in my spiritual life.

The first story took place during Easter several years ago. I was out of town with my family attending a parish church that we often visited on vacation/holiday. We arrived a bit late and had to sit in the over flow section, in the outer wing/hallway of the church. This made me a bit concerned because it would be served by lay ministers. Then, at Holy Communion, I got in line and asked Jesus to help me, as I might need to receive from a lay minister on Easter.

What happened next shocked sense and sensibility into me.

As an answer to my prayer, I heard Jesus’ Voice plainly in the center of my chest within my soul. Jesus said my name in agony as I knew that He was hanging crucified on the Cross. And at His cry, I immediately understood what I was doing to hurt Him. So, I left the overflow line and ran inside the church. I ended up being the last person to receive from the priest on Easter.

The second story took place during a Holy Spirit conference involving a few thousand people. During holy Mass, I tried to sit near the altar, on the bottom floor; and despite contrary odds, I was the last person to receive Holy Communion from a priest. I was so grateful and the Holy Spirit made powerful manifestations within me. After Holy Mass, the ceremony went into Eucharist Adoration. So, I continued interiorly adoring Jesus in my soul. Then, despite the quietness in the conference hall, I began clapping and shaking for a great amount of time until I collapsed — slain in the Spirit — before thousands of people.

That holy Mass was the culminating event of a day full of visible miracles for me by the Holy Spirit. I had prepared for 8 months to be baptized in the Holy Spirit; and when my baptism took place, the 200 people that were present felt the presence of the Holy Spirit as an invisible tongue of fire whipping around the room, healing people as He touched them. I did not know this, as my eyes were closed as I was praying, as I was trying to stay standing up because I was shaking in the Spirit (I was the only person). But people knew the tongue of fire was headed in my direction and several people left their seats to surround me with their outstretched hands in prayer, as they could feel the power of the indwelling of the Spirit in me.

Then, the tongue of fire descended upon me, and the fire felt so pleasant and strong on me, as it went from my forehead throughout my body. I was trembling all over and had to sit down. A woman helped me with the experience, which, in retrospect, I believe that she was an angel, as she said that she was sent to help me. When I finally opened my eyes, everyone was looking at me including the priest leading the ceremony. Several people asked me afterwards if the Holy Spirit ever manifested like that before in my life. And I honestly said no, to people’s amazement.

So, that Holy Spirit conference was full of miracles for me, including my reception of Holy Communion at Holy Mass. The Lord blessed me by having me be the last person to receive from a priest and I am so grateful for the entire experience.

My third story involving the Lord protecting my reception of Holy Communion happened during a Sunday Mass several years ago. I always went to the line served by the priest for Holy Communion. This time, though, the priest went back to the altar before finishing the line. So, two lay ministers began to serve the line and I was last in line to receive.

I began to pray that the Lord help me, as I wanted to receive properly from a priest. Suddenly, it was my time to receive and all the lay ministers had run out of the sacred Host. So, there I was, standing all by myself before the entire congregation waiting to receive Holy Communion, and a miracle happened. The priest looked up and saw me still standing there by myself. So, the priest came down from the altar and I was able to bow and receive reverently before the entire parish, Holy Communion on the tongue from the priest. It was truly amazing how Jesus answered my prayer during that holy Mass.

In conclusion, I shared these three private stories to help explain why I believe that people should only receive Holy Communion from a priest. The Lord has continually shown me that this is the only manner that He wants me to receive the Holy Eucharist, and so, this will continue to be the only way that I promote on this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls.

God bless,
a soul

Commentary – The Beauty of a Spiritual Communion – By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

My dearly beloved followers of MaryRefugeOfSouls,

I, “a soul”, am writing this commentary because I want to encourage people who are loving the Lord by Spiritual Communion. I know that there are many blog followers who are limited to only Spiritual Communion, because their bishops have restricted Holy Communion to be received only in the hand. So, I want to uplift the souls of people who are striving to do the right thing and being obedient to the Lord by only making Spiritual Communion during holy Mass.

As I have shared, I believe that Holy Communion in the hand is a sacrilege (liturgical abuse) and no exception to proper reception of the Holy Eucharist should be tolerated by the Catholic faithful. And in particular, I believe that Holy Communion should be received only on the tongue from the consecrated hands of a priest, otherwise, a Spiritual Communion should be substituted practice.

Furthermore, I believe that every time Holy Communion (regardless of physical or spiritual form) is received, that the person should give proper reverence and honor to Jesus in His Real Presence. This means that people should give worship of at least 20 minutes interiorly recognizing in prayer that Jesus is physically within the communicant. This holy practice is known as “internal adoration”. Typically, I give internal adoration of about 40 minutes, sometimes upward to two hours, to Jesus in Holy Communion. And it is known by mystical revelation that the Blessed Mother Mary spent three hours in internal adoration after she received daily Holy Communion in her earthly life.

So, I want to encourage everyone to persevere in all matters related in Spiritual Communion. So, I asked Our Lord, Jesus Christ, if I could reveal certain private stories, so people can grow more confidently in their Spiritual Communions, and Jesus said, yes. So here is what I want to share with you all.

Firstly, please do not consider Spiritual Communion to be second class to receiving the physical Host in Holy Communion. In truth, Spiritual Communion and Holy Communion are the highest heavenly treasures on earth with Spiritual Communions being like silver coins and Holy Communions being gold coins. In truth they are exactly the same with the visible form being received from a priest and the invisible form being received by a holy angel from a nearby holy tabernacle. And in fact, Spiritual Communion can require a higher degree of faith from the communicant, because based on my personal experience, God recognizes and rewards people who persevere in Spiritual Communion with more special graces.

For example, I have practiced internal adoration in Holy Communion for many years of Sunday Mass. Yet, more often, when I received Spiritual Communion when watching EWTN Mass online during the weekday, Jesus would reward me with more profound encounters with Himself during reception. I believe this is because I would never take His Real Presence for granted. I would still receive Him in the same way that I would for a physical Holy Communion. I would stick out my tongue to receive in Spiritual Communion and say, amen, as I imagined the angel placing the Consecrated Host on my tongue. Then I would spend at least 30-40 minutes interiorly adoring Jesus in Spiritual Communion.

Thus, it did not matter whether the Consecrated Host was physically presented to me or not, I have treated both forms equally as being the Real Presence of Our Lord, Jesus Christ. Including worshipping Him with all the reverence, honor, and respect due to God regardless of form.

Now, due to the Covid-19 lockdowns, Jesus began to do something special during my Spiritual Communions. In March 2020, when it was required that holy Mass could only be watched online at home, I continued to receive my Spiritual Communions. However, I noticed that the angels started to communicate with me. In particular, when it came time to receive, after I would stick out my tongue, I would hear an angelic voice say, “Body of Christ”, then I would reply, amen. Then as soon as the invisible Consecrated Host was placed on my tongue, Jesus would immediately start talking with me in my soul and it would remain like this throughout the 30-40 minutes that I would interiorly adore Him. Me and Jesus having a conversation. It was amazing to me.

Then, in May 2020, Jesus gave me a very special gift. During one holy Mass, Jesus revealed to me that He wanted me to receive from the Holy Grail and I was totally shocked. I never expected to receive this precious experience as a result of my faithfulness in persevering in Spiritual Communion. I was so overjoyed by this, because it had been years since I had ever received the Most Precious Blood, which typically cannot be received unless by an unholy touching of the holy chalice by unclean hands. So, I usually only received the Most Holy Eucharist as the Precious Body of Christ.

My dearly beloved brothers and sisters, here is what happened.

I heard St Michael Archangel approach me. I knew that it was St Michael, because he is one of a handful of angels that is strong enough to individually fight satan one-on-one to protect the sacred object of the Holy Grail that means so much to Christianity and Our Lord.

Then, as St Michael went to present Holy Communion to me, he did something that I did not know angels had the ability to do. St Michael doubled talked to me. Specifically, instead of saying, Body and Blood of Christ to me, he said both words, Body and Blood at the same time to me, so I heard both words simultaneously in my ears as he presented the Holy Eucharist.

I will always remember that, because human beings living on earth cannot speak multiple words at the same time. I found it to be incredible to hear.

My dearly beloved brothers and sisters, the reason that I am able to share this private story with you all, is because Jesus wants to make a special promise to everyone who is receiving Spiritual Communion rather than offend God by receiving Holy Communion in hand. Every person who perseveres in their faith by loving Jesus more profoundly in internal adoration in Spiritual Communion, will receive from Him on a day only known by God, the special experience of receiving from the Holy Grail. This is a special gift because Jesus wants to reward people who deeply love Him and do not to offend Him in any way by sacrilege in Holy Communion.

So, I am sharing this with you all, as it means a lot to Our Lord witnessing those loving Him by Spiritual Communion. He truly wants to reward your profound faith. So, please be encouraged by these words. Just as Sacred Scripture tells us that Papa God and Jesus want to dine intimately with us in our earthly lives and that those who are faithful and true servants of God will have the honor of sitting at the right-hand side of the Divine Throne of Jesus, the gift of receiving from the Holy Grail is something special that Jesus will give as a foretaste of Heaven to those who especially love Him above all else.

This is the beauty of Spiritual Communion.

I hope that people are excited by this revelation. God bless.

I love you,
A soul

July 31, 2022 – Statement About Holy Communion in the Hand and Other Issues By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

Note (By a soul):
This following statement and the accompanying commentary on Spiritual Communion are late as I worked on both a few weeks ago. However, I had another physical illness these past three weeks and I ended up in intensive care this past week with a life threatening condition. Yesterday, I was moved from the hospital to the rehabilitation center so they can continue to stabilize me and it is uncertain when I will be discharged again. So, I am sorry to be delayed in my blog emails again. I thank everyone for their well wishes and prayers. I am very grateful. God bless.

Blessings beloved ones,

I, “a soul” of MaryRefugeOfSouls, am making this statement, because I need to clear up some points of beliefs that followers of this blog need to be made aware of moving forward. This is because I want followers to perfectly understand my stance on some important matters, so they can make the best discernment on heavenly messages that are posted on this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls.

One, I, “a soul” of MaryRefugeOfSouls, believe that Holy Communion in the hand is a sacrilege (a type of liturgical abuse), and is a practice being used by Lucifer to bring down the Catholic Church.

Two, I am against and will not put any heavenly messages on the blog that suggest that Holy Communion in the hand is alright.

Three, I am sorry for any previous messages that may have been posted on this blog that suggested otherwise. In December 2021, God shared with me personally that Holy Communion in the hand is a sacrilege and He asked me to pray for the chosen messengers that are being deceived by satan on this matter. This is a matter that will be fully corrected by God during the Warning (Illumination of Conscience).

Four, people have asked me to comment on the message given to John Leary on June 19, 2022, which suggests that Holy Communion in the hand is acceptable to God. I am sorry that this message was posted on my blog, because I strongly oppose any exception to Holy Communion being received on the tongue by a priest.

Five, please understand that at this current time, I have volunteers assisting me with posting the daily messages to this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls. This means that heavenly messages that if I had discerned personally and would be opposed to, may accidentally get posted to this blog. I am sorry for this, as I do not want to lead any person spiritually astray. I will strive more diligently to make sure this does not happen.

Six, people need to understand that when discerning, you need to discern at the individual message level and not take for granted that the message is OK simply because it is received by a well respected chosen messenger. Before I read any heavenly message, I pray for discernment. People can be receiving heavenly messages for 20 or 30 years, and still be deceived by Lucifer. He never gives up trying to interfere with divine interventions on earth.

Seven, I have noticed a very critical tipping point has been reached during the past three months. Starting in September 2021, I noticed that Lucifer was able to do certain overt attacks in spiritual warfare that normally, he did not have the demonic power to do outside of certain seasons of increased occult activity such as Halloween. This was shocking to me because it meant Lucifer reached a critical mass of daily occult power to do such heightened, embolden spiritual attacks.

Now, in the past three months, I have detected that Lucifer has directly interfered with the visions given to three well known and well respected chosen messengers. These are visionaries who have publicly given messages for 20-30 years. This is also shocking to me, because it means another tipping point has been reached in Lucifer gaining occult power. Now, he is capable of interfering with apparitions of Jesus and the Blessed Virgin Mary in a way that he was incapable of a few months ago.

For this reason, I am issuing this public statement to all chosen messengers that each person needs to review their discernment techniques, because Lucifer has upped his game and they are not going to work anymore. Even visionaries of 20-30 years have to be especially careful, because long-standing tried and true methods against satan may no longer work. I beg each of you to do this, because Lucifer seems to be interfering now with missions of long-standing visions / apparitions, which can have serious repercussions with prophecy followers and the Divine Plan.

Eight, I want to finally conclude on this fine point. I am not opposed to the mission of John Leary or any chosen messenger that I feature on this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls. I am actually very supportive of John Leary and his wife, who make a wonderful team in their mission for the Lord. However, because of how I discern, I can be opposed strongly to individual messages of such chosen messengers. I do not claim perfect discernment and if any claims that I may make can be proven wrong, I am certainly willing to revisit anything that I say, even changing or updating public statements.

Thank you, my dearly beloved followers. I hope that this statement is helpful for everyone.

God bless,
A soul

Additional Note:
People have asked me to comment on the June 29, 2022 message given to John Leary about Holy Communion in the hand. People need to use their own discernment regarding this message. The Lord has led me in my personal journey to approach such a practice as a sacrilege and I have many private stories where the Lord protected me from receiving in the hand by miraculous means rather than commit any sin or semblance of a sin on this matter. One story took place on Easter. Another story took place at a conference involving thousands of people where the Lord enabled me to receive from a priest despite contrary odds. And another time involved another against all odds story where I was the last person and all the lay ministers ran out of the sacred Host. So, the priest came down from the altar to have me receive before the entire congregation. The Lord has protected me time and again to only receive from the priest in very visible, miraculous ways. So, I cannot promote or endorse such a practice which I personally know that it is wrong. By only receiving on the tongue from a priest and doing Spiritual Communions, you can never be wrong and you are always on the narrow path to Jesus. However, by entertaining an exception (liturgical abuse), you run the risk of potentially offending Our Lord or losing out on special graces for those who are more reverent to the Holy Eucharist. God bless.

Other Resources:

Truth About Communion in the Hand While Standing
By Father Richard Heilman

This is the talk by Father Chris Alar. He is a Marian priest at the National Shrine of Divine Mercy in Massachusetts. This is a small section relating to the freemason attack on the Catholic Church through manipulation of the practice of Holy Eucharist distributing on the hand is found from 27 minutes from start of talk to 31-33 minutes into talk.

The True Story of Communion in the Hand Revealed

Special Commentary – Powerful Prayer Secrets – Tears and Heartbeats – By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

Blessings beloved ones,

I, “a soul”, of MaryRefugeOfSouls, wanted to place a very short video about a perfect prayer said for a poor soul in purgatory on this blog (see end video). However, I want to expound a little bit about how to pray more profoundly before God; how to get to the place where you are actively praying every present moment of your days.

So many know how suffering can be wasted if it is not offered up to God in redemptive union with Jesus for people’s salvation. This is because God needs people’s free will permission to act in earthly life, as He respects our autonomy as created persons made in His Image and Likeness. Likewise, you can cry and mourn a lot due to the death of a loved one, but such acts of sorrow normally due nothing to gain them entry to Heaven. It is only prayer that will help them through purgatory into Heaven.

However, I am going to share some of my advanced prayer secrets so you can grow in personal holiness and help save more souls, including helping your loved ones.

Firstly, many people wonder how to get to the point where they are praying unceasingly and how to maximize the number of souls that can be saved by their prayers. I want you to know that one of the ways to do this is to offer up daily all your tears and all your heartbeats as an active prayer to God to save souls and help the poor souls in purgatory. So, even when you are not actually praying or singing to God, your physical body as a Temple of the Holy Spirit still remains as an active instrument of prayer with every tear you shed and every heartbeat throughout your days and nights. By making this type of offering, it opens up so much grace and merit for souls from daily loving acts of tears and heartbeats that otherwise would be lost and useless.

Moreover, sometimes, I even pray in this way for the lost souls on earth. I say, Lord, You know the inner workings and desires of all souls, including those still living who might be lost. Lord, even though, such souls may consciously reject You, You also know that if such souls truly knew Your Goodness, they would cease to object and would turn to You for their salvation. So, I ask Lord that every heartbeat of those lost on earth today be their saving prayer to You, in union with the Most Sacred Heart of Jesus Who died for each of them. Amen.

Secondly, the next prayer secret is to offer up all your daily good works, prayers, and sufferings in union with all the past good works, prayers, and sufferings of the Blessed Mother Mary and Her Son, Jesus Christ, throughout Their entire lives as They lived on earth, for the salvation of the world. Moreover, then to pray for the merit of all these good works, prayers, and sufferings to be magnified in infinite grace through the Immaculate and Sacred Hearts, because Both Hearts are still Co-Redeemers for all of mankind throughout eternity, which can flood this world with infinite grace at this moment in time.

Adding to the perfection of this prayer secret, I also join all the merits and graces earned by all the saints in Heaven throughout eternity, along with my existing merits and that of Jesus and Mary. Doing such an act not only glorifies God, it also glories the saints in Heaven, who gain great happiness knowing the holy merits of their earthly lives are being repeated to gain new and refreshed graces now in this current time on earth.

And thirdly, my constant prayer secret is that I ask God to re-accept all my past crosses, all my past Holy Communions, all my past prayers, and every past good deed that I have done while in a state of grace throughout my whole life, for all the intentions of the Immaculate Heart of Mary and the United Hearts of the Most Holy Trinity. So, even prior good works that I may not have actively offered up originally as a prayer, God may go back and apply merit to them for the salvation of souls. This is possible because God exists outside of time, in eternity, which Jesus once gave a message about this at Holy Love Ministries.

This constant prayer is very profound because it repeats over and over, in Holy Love, every past prayer and good deed you have ever done in your life, making everything good grow exponentially in infinite grace, each time you offer it up. Imagine, if you just once did prayer secrets one and two, then you just repeatedly do prayer secret three. So many people would be repeatedly touched by the grace of your constant prayers and keeping this as your constant intention would bring you into deeper holiness with God.

Finally, I almost forgot to mention that I do offer up all this prayer through the infinite power and merits of the Holy Mass, throughout time and eternity, through the perfection of each Consecrated Host found in every Holy Tabernacle of the world, in Jesus’ Holy Name and His Most Precious Blood. Amen!!

I hope that some of my prayer secrets help you all become closer to the Lord and help in the salvation of your loved ones and others. God bless.

I love you all,
A soul

P.S. Jesus just let me know that He will accept our smiles, laughter, with our past joys, as acts of prayer to God, along with our tears and heartbeats. My new lesson learned today!

Video – Perfect Prayer for a Poor Soul in Purgatory

Special Commentary – Why did God create mankind? Why me? – By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

Note (By a soul):
I have decided to share the following excerpt of a private email that I wrote to a blog follower who greatly benefited from these words. These words are based on heavenly messages that I have pondered through the years, along with insights gleaned from the Holy Spirit in prayer. I do not possess any formal degree in theology or philosophy, and I do not read advanced theology books, because honestly, I do not understand what many modern theologians are trying to say. Their lofty language is beyond my comprehension. Of the many doctors in the Catholic Church, I most identify with St Louis De Montfort and St Therese Lisieux because they are most grounded in the study of Holy Mary and write in simple language that appeals to me. Because honestly, I believe simple, plain, and direct language is the best to convey one’s thoughts about God. Oftentimes, I notice in academia that lofty language is used to make the writings look important and impressive to others, but no matter how many times I will attempt to read something, I will not understand the author’s main points. I say this as a person who worked with many faculty at an university. I am very much a simpleton. You either understand my commentaries or don’t. And I try not to get boggled down with citations, because what I am presenting is mostly inspired original thoughts. If others in the past have presented similar thoughts, that’s great but I don’t know them because I have never formally studied theology found in books. I admit all these things because people might question how I know the advanced theological thoughts that I put down in my commentaries. I am simply a pupil of the Holy Spirit who teaches me through time spent adoring Jesus in Holy Communion. I recommend that practice to everyone to advance in one’s spirituality. Much love, A soul.

(undated excerpt)

Blessings dear beloved sister in Christ,

I want you to know that it brings great joy to me to know that my words are healing balm to your soul.

I know a lot of people that appreciate my commentaries, but often I get a lot of advanced theological thoughts that I cannot share in my writings, like for my blog. So, the Lord sent me a dear friend who lets me indulge my mental theological pursuits. I have told her that sometimes I wish that I could speak individually to every person in the world so they could realize how much God really loves them and how great God really is. But because I cannot realistically do that, God gave me my dear friend whom I can share my inner thoughts about this. I am grateful.

Many people wonder why God created them. You are not alone and I wondered this myself, too. In this email, I will tell you some of the conclusions that I have come to.

In the Catechism, it teaches that individually, we were created to know, love, and serve the Lord, and that collectively, mankind was created because God desired a human family. This is basic theology 101.

Now, I will give you my advanced theological thoughts on this.

Before Creation, the Lord desired to create a Woman to complement the Holy Trinity. A perfect Daughter, Spouse, and Mother. This Woman is the Holy Mother Mary. And she was to be the most perfect creature. Like God in all ways and all manners, so perfect that she could be mistaken for being divine, except she is truly a creature and inferior to God. This is because God is Eternal, while Mary would have an origin in time. As mighty as God is, it is logically impossible for God to create another “God” like Himself, because inherently that person would have an origin and by default be inferior as a created being.

But Mary is as close as being like God as God willed a creature to ever be, now and forever. She is Perfect in all grace of God. God did not hold back anything when creating the perfect Daughter, Spouse, and Mother. And because God does not create redundancies in the creatures that He makes — everyone being perfectly unique in design and mission — there will be no other creature created as perfectly full in grace like Mary. She is like God and a “super human” totally greater than all the rest of mankind combined, and a “super creature” even greater than all the angels.

This then begs the question, why did God create the rest of us “lazy slobs”? If God has the most perfect Creature in Mary who can perfectly fulfill the role of Daughter, Spouse, Mother for the Holy Trinity, what is the purpose in creating mankind and the angels? God could have stopped in just creating Mary, no? When you have something so perfect in one being, why create lesser, inferior creatures?

When you think about it, it certainly can create an identity crisis, as no one will ever live up to the perfection of Mary. Why inferior me?

The answer, my dear sister, lies in love. Love is the reason for all of Creation.

As perfect as Mary is to and for God, her love for God had to be tested, just like the rest of us are tested in our love for God. God desires creatures that truly and freely love Him, not slaves. And Mary was to be no different than the rest of us. She was to have free will and a chance to choose union with God or not.

My dear sister, all of Creation came into being to serve the first purpose of providing the opportunity for the Blessed Virgin Mary to be freely tested in her great love of God. All of mankind has been created not only for the Divine Son but also to know, love, and serve the Daughter, Spouse, and Mother of the Holy Trinity.

Truly, the creation of the rest of mankind and the angels has been necessary for the sanctification of holy Mary and the central role that she has in the Divine Plan and as Queen of Heaven and earth. Her greatness in glory commanded the necessity of all of mankind and all the angels so her love could be fully demonstrated to God and reciprocated by Him. We exist because of the Blessed Virgin Mary.

Moreover, each of us are a unique and precious gift from God to His Queen. Every human person and every angel carries within himself a chief uniqueness — an attribute of the character of God — that is irreplaceable and a singular good that no other being has in Creation. That is why it is a tragedy when 1/3 of the angels and when a human soul is lost. We are meant to be each a precious jewel showcasing in the crown and heart of the Queen who truly loves each of us as her children, mankind and the angels. Truly, when holy Mary looks at all of us, collectively, she witnesses the totality of the love of the Creator for her. So those lost brings deep sorrow to not only God but to Mary, who witnesses something of perfect beauty of God die, never to be replaced in the Divine Heart or the Divine Plan. Meanwhile, those who thrive by making it to Heaven, are roses of singular beauty given by the Divine Son to His Mother — gifts of love from His Heart to console and delight in for all eternity, as her beloved children.

So, dear sister, you ask me why you were created? You are a diamond in the rough being chiseled by sufferings and crosses to be a perfected jewel in the crown of Mary. You are a beautiful rose created for the delight of God and Mary. You are a precious offering — a unique gift of love — from God to His Queen.

Never think that you are insignificant or unimportant. You mean everything to God because by your very creation, you gave God His perfect Daughter, Spouse, and Mother. And you mean everything to holy Mary, because by your very creation, you gave her, her sanctification in God. You are important, special, unique, and irreplaceable. Always treasure who you are. Heaven does.

God bless and
Much love,
a soul

Commentary – You do not have the right to believe whatever you want – By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

Note (By a soul):
I’ve been a little hesitant to place this writing on the blog, because it is more strongly worded than my typical commentaries. However, I wrote it as a reflection to another person’s blog post and also as a reaction to some recent pushback that I have received by email to my writings. So, I am going to place it on my blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls, but I am also including a 30 minute video by a Christian minister, Kevin Zadai, that I hope people will also watch. It expands upon the idea of lukewarmness and how Christians can overcome worldly challenges in order to fully participate in the next movement of God. It is a very encouraging and uplifting video, which I hope will help balance out this writing by me that can be perceived as being stern. God bless and much love, A soul


Blessings beloved ones,

I feel compelled to share some things very important that most people do not understand. This is because some people need a wake up call and bold language. The truth is people do not have the right to believe whatever they want to believe. And any Christian that thinks this way, believing that they can stay silent in the face of any sin, is following demonic thinking.

It is anti Christian to accept the worldly idea that people should be permitted to sin simply because they are unbelievers or liberal. No sin should ever be tolerated by a Christian.

Christians need to understand what I just said, otherwise, they will fall into a huge trap laid down by satan.

Every sin committed in the world has negative repercussions upon the entire world. It does not matter if the sin is done in private where only God sees it. Every sin hurts the entire world. Sin can be committed by thought, word, or deed. Sin can be committed by lack of doing something good. Sinful thoughts and passive behavior in the face of sin is bringing down the world. It does not matter if you meant well by failing to do good by staying quiet. The broad road to hell is paved with well intentions.

Mankind is so interconnected with one another, just thinking sinful thoughts can bring down the entire human race.

It is the Christian ideal to wage the good fight against the flesh and to master yourself over all sin. You are meant to strive for this ideal as the good and faithful servant of God. And as a Christian, you are called to evangelize others, including all pagans and pagan cultures as you encounter them.

To deem the pagan of being unworthy of hearing the Gospel, is to deny them the truth of their self-dignity and true worth as a beloved child of God. By your lack of preaching to others, you deny them the greatest gift that you esteem for yourself — salvation in Jesus Christ. By keeping quiet, your selfishness and lack of charity potentially denies others their one potential genuine chance to be saved from hell. How do you think Jesus will think of you at your death? There are people who claim the Kingdom of God for themselves, yet Jesus will say to them to depart to hell, because Jesus will not know (recognize) them.

I know that my words are very strong here, but many people wonder why the world is so wicked now. I am giving you the answer why.

The Warning (Illumination of Conscience) will shock many people because they are going to realize that the time allotted to them for their life on earth was not theirs to waste in any way. Every moment of your life must be accounted for according to the perfection of Divine Justice. And every moment of sin not assigned to Divine Mercy (for example, by the Sacrament of Reconciliation – Confession) remains as an outstanding sin of the world that must have reparation in the eyes of God.

During the Warning, so many people are going to be shocked not only by all their outstanding sins, but also by their gravity (weight pulling them downwards away from God) as they realize the ripple effect that each moment of sin caused in the lives of others. The whole world is so interwoven with one another that just one sin cannot be tolerated. This is why the entire world is under the threat of a great global Chastisement.

Simply put, if we do not plead Diving Mercy in reparation for the outstanding sins of the world, then the only alternative is Divine Justice — the Great Chastisement.

Sin really does matter. And the worst sins committed are one, those against the Holy Eucharist (such as Holy Communion in the hand) and two, those against the unborn (such as abortion). Both break the Two Greatest Commandments of Holy Love — to love God above all else and to love neighbor as self.

And particularly, with the sin of Holy Communion in the hand, not only are people denying God the honor and reverence that should be His as the thrice holy God, by such sinful behavior, you are essentially denying the One Person – Jesus – who can save you. In your selfishness, you are choosing to receive in mortal disrespect rather than abstain, because your choice to receive is superior to paying any respect by following the rules Jesus gave about how to honor the gift of Himself paid by the greatest suffering of the Cross. That is the ultimate showing of pride.

It does not matter why Adam and Eve were told not to eat the forbidden fruit.

It does not matter why Jesus told us that only consecrated hands (priests) should hold the Holy Eucharist.

The servant is not greater than the Master. The creature is not greater than the Creator. To think otherwise is satanic and leads to hell.

God bless,
A soul

To supplement, an encouraging and uplifting teaching video by a Christian minister who is worth following, Kevin Zadai:

Video — Jesus showed me the future — Kevin Zadai

Update on Blog Writings – Reflection on May 11, 2022 Message at Holy Love Ministries – By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

Blessings beloved ones,

I “a soul” am writing this update on my writing status for beloved followers of this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls.

Firstly, I want to share that I will be posting this week two writings that I did recently that I believe will be very helpful to followers. The first writing will address the issue of why people cannot simply believe what they want to believe when it comes to sin. It is a bit of a stern commentary as it is my reaction to a writing on another blog that I follow as well as my reaction to some recent pushback I received on my writings by email.

And the second writing comes from a private email that I wrote to a blog follower. I do not reveal anything personal. I will be sharing the portion of my email where I answer the question of why God created mankind? My hope is that my comments will be inspirational for you all.

Finally, in this update, I want to give my thoughts on the May 11, 2022 message given at Holy Love Ministries that I know has confused many people. It is the message that addresses use of Good Friday Oil among other important topics, like creating physical shelters for the End Times and the authenticity of heavenly messages given to other chosen messengers.

My dear brothers and sisters, I do not want stir up a bunch of controversy on this message as I am really supportive of the mission of Holy Love Ministries. For that reason, I am not going to write a detailed commentary that might appear as an attack on their good works. But what I am going to do is briefly state my personal opinion based on my own discernment. Please do not accept my words as coming from Heaven. This is simply my own opinion based on matters that I have learned, much of it stuff I cannot state publicly. My hope is it will help you to draw your own conclusions.

Here are some of my thoughts and discernment on the May 11, 2022 message at Holy Love Ministries.

I believe this particular message was an attack by Lucifer.

I believe it was an attack similar to the satanic attacks that were permitted by God against Job in Sacred Scripture. I believe the Ministry acted in haste in their discernment by making this message public.

Finally, the message can be proven faulty as it directly contradicts other messages given through the years at the Ministry. In particular, the May 11, 2022 message directly contradicts every word and idea given by the Blessed Virgin Mary on July 10, 1995 at the Ministry.

I have other thoughts about the May 11, 2022 message that I am choosing to keep private, as I do not want to harm the Ministry in any way. But I welcome the Ministry to contact me if they want to dialogue about this particular message. And I am willing to change my public discernment if it can be proven that all my concerns and claims (both public and private) are in error. As I never claim perfect discernment in spiritual matters.

I hope that my thoughts about the May 11, 2022 message will be helpful to those still confused about it as they make their own discernment about it.

I love you all, dear beloved followers.

God bless,
a soul

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Background Information about Latin-American Mystic, Lorena – By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

May 23, 2022

Blessings dear beloved ones,

Recently, I, “a soul”, have received several inquiries about Latin-American Mystic, Lorena, and so, I want to give a little background information as to why I carry her heavenly messages on this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls. My hope is that this blog post will satisfy those who are curious.

Lorena is a Catholic mystic who lives in Mexico. She has been receiving public messages from Heaven since 2015 and she has a Catholic priest who is her spiritual director. He discerns, reviews, and approves each message that is received originally in Spanish. It is my understanding that Lorena and her spiritual director only speak Spanish. Lorena does not maintain a website for her heavenly messages. Instead, her Spanish messages are distributed through a few Whatsapp prayer groups to those interested in Catholic prophecy. It is also my understanding that many of her heavenly messages are received during meetings of her prayer group. They are first audio recorded in Spanish then later transcribed in written form for distribution.

Although I “a soul” have known about Lorena’s messages since 2018, I did not become interested in promoting her heavenly messages on this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls, until May 2020. I do not know Lorena directly. Rather, we have a mutual friend who acts as translator for her messages into English. I decided to feature some of her messages on this blog back on May 2020, because some messages were shared with me that were very similar to Catholic prophetess, Luz de Maria. They encouraged doing novenas and Consecration prayers to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart for Pentecost. These messages appealed to me, so I decided to follow the instructions. I also placed the instructions on this blog for others who may be interested as being given to a person under the anonymous alias “an instrument from Latin-America”. This is because I had not had enough time to properly discern her complete body of heavenly messages back in May 2020. So, I only felt comfortable promoting those handful of messages on celebrating Pentecost.

I must state that Pentecost 2020 radically changed my life. It was during the early months of the Covid-19 pandemic and all the churches were closed on Lockdown. I faithfully followed the novena and Consecration prayers given to Lorena. But I also did something special. A family friend, a Benedictine abbot, was able to get special permission from the bishop for me to do a lifetime Confession and to spend a couple of private hours adoring the Holy Eucharist by myself on Pentecost. It was due to this private adoration that I ended up having a very profound mystical encounter with the Most Holy Trinity. And because of this experience, I became an immediate believer in all of Lorena’s heavenly messages. I have no doubt that she is an authentic mystic.

Afterwards, I asked Lorena if I could carry her messages in English on this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls, and she graciously agreed to permitting me to distribute all of her messages to the English-speaking world. As a result, this blog has been instrumental in introducing Lorena’s messages to many new and diverse followers around the world.

God bless, dear beloved followers.

In Christ’s Love,
— a soul

May 20, 2022 – Status Update – By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

Friday, May 20, 2022

Blessings beloved ones,

I, “a soul”, want to give you all a status update on myself as I know many people have been praying for me since January.  I am so grateful for all your well wishes and prayers.  Thank you beloved followers of this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls.

Firstly, I want people to know that I am finally home.  After two back-to-back hospital stays and a few months stay at a skilled nursing facility, I finally went home earlier this month.  However, I did not really tell anyone, because I wanted to make sure that I did not relapse and return to the hospital.

It has been slow going for me.  The first week and a half at home, I was particularly very weak.  But I am feeling much stronger these days as I get used to being home.  I am on an oxygen machine but my lungs are getting stronger so I do not need it all the time.  I do use a wheelchair when on outings but I can get by with a walker and when I am at home, I do not need any mobility assistance.  I am grateful with the progress that I have made.

Since I am now outpatient, I have to see five specialists for ongoing treatment.  I saw my cardiologist for the first time since February (I had a different doctor while at skilled nursing) and he said to me that he remembers me being in ICU (intensive care) for a longtime.  He was reviewing all the diagnosis codes when I was inpatient (I had like 20 or so) and he literally said to me, “any person could die with just one of these (codes)…”  God was so good in protecting me even when I was very sick.  I am so grateful that I responded to medication — avoiding the need for life-threatening surgery.

The one thing that I want share with you all is that your prayers literally saved my kidneys.  Many of my vital organs were failing, including both my kidneys.  I had to go on temporary dialysis and one of my doctors actually cried for me, because I would be the youngest patient that he was going to place on permanent dialysis.  But God intervened and due to prayers of blog followers, my kidneys were miraculously restored.  I have no doubt that it is due to the love of many blog followers that I made it through ICU, etc., and many health challenges to finally be home today.  Thank you so much for your love and support.

Finally, I want to thank you all for continuing to follow this prophecy blog.  I am so grateful for blog followers such as “a child of Our Blessed Mother” who is doing some of the daily prophecy posts while I recuperate.  My brother is still rebuilding my computer — it is slow going because he has to order parts and he can only work on it one day a week or so due to his work schedule.  Being able to write commentaries has been hampered by this, but I am going to see if I can use a borrowed laptop so I can do my promised commentary on the May 11, 2022 message at Holy Love Ministries.  I know that people are eager to hear my thoughts and I do want to share them.  However, when I do such an important writing, I like to have my thoughts and inspirations confirmed at least three times so I am comfortable that my discernment is accurate.  So I would appreciate prayers for heaven’s help with the writing.

Thank you all for caring about me.  I love you all.

God bless,

— a soul

Brief Note on Holy Love Message, May 11, 2022 – By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

May 13, 2022, Our Lady of Fatima

Blessings beloved ones,

I “a soul” apologize as I had intended to delay the publication of the May 11, 2022 message at Holy Love Ministries on this blog MaryRefugeOfSouls.  However it got published and I apologize for any confusion on its contents.  As I know many of you will have questions about the message, please know that I have it under discernment and I intend to write a commentary about it.  However, for special reasons, this commentary will not be written until sometime after Pentecost has passed.  Meanwhile, I ask for prayers so that I am able to say everything that the Holy Spirit guides me to write.  Thank you for your understanding and patience.

God bless,

–a soul