Commentary – The Lord Protected My Reception of Holy Communion – By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

Blessings beloved ones,

In this brief commentary, I, “a soul”, of MaryRefugeOfSouls, want to share with you all three private stories involving myself where Jesus protected my reception of Holy Communion. I firmly believe that people should only receive Holy Communion on the tongue from a priest. I also firmly believe that people should spend at least 20 minutes interiorly adoring Our Lord in Holy Communion. I always do these two holy practices and I believe that both have brought me closer to God in my spiritual life.

The first story took place during Easter several years ago. I was out of town with my family attending a parish church that we often visited on vacation/holiday. We arrived a bit late and had to sit in the over flow section, in the outer wing/hallway of the church. This made me a bit concerned because it would be served by lay ministers. Then, at Holy Communion, I got in line and asked Jesus to help me, as I might need to receive from a lay minister on Easter.

What happened next shocked sense and sensibility into me.

As an answer to my prayer, I heard Jesus’ Voice plainly in the center of my chest within my soul. Jesus said my name in agony as I knew that He was hanging crucified on the Cross. And at His cry, I immediately understood what I was doing to hurt Him. So, I left the overflow line and ran inside the church. I ended up being the last person to receive from the priest on Easter.

The second story took place during a Holy Spirit conference involving a few thousand people. During holy Mass, I tried to sit near the altar, on the bottom floor; and despite contrary odds, I was the last person to receive Holy Communion from a priest. I was so grateful and the Holy Spirit made powerful manifestations within me. After Holy Mass, the ceremony went into Eucharist Adoration. So, I continued interiorly adoring Jesus in my soul. Then, despite the quietness in the conference hall, I began clapping and shaking for a great amount of time until I collapsed — slain in the Spirit — before thousands of people.

That holy Mass was the culminating event of a day full of visible miracles for me by the Holy Spirit. I had prepared for 8 months to be baptized in the Holy Spirit; and when my baptism took place, the 200 people that were present felt the presence of the Holy Spirit as an invisible tongue of fire whipping around the room, healing people as He touched them. I did not know this, as my eyes were closed as I was praying, as I was trying to stay standing up because I was shaking in the Spirit (I was the only person). But people knew the tongue of fire was headed in my direction and several people left their seats to surround me with their outstretched hands in prayer, as they could feel the power of the indwelling of the Spirit in me.

Then, the tongue of fire descended upon me, and the fire felt so pleasant and strong on me, as it went from my forehead throughout my body. I was trembling all over and had to sit down. A woman helped me with the experience, which, in retrospect, I believe that she was an angel, as she said that she was sent to help me. When I finally opened my eyes, everyone was looking at me including the priest leading the ceremony. Several people asked me afterwards if the Holy Spirit ever manifested like that before in my life. And I honestly said no, to people’s amazement.

So, that Holy Spirit conference was full of miracles for me, including my reception of Holy Communion at Holy Mass. The Lord blessed me by having me be the last person to receive from a priest and I am so grateful for the entire experience.

My third story involving the Lord protecting my reception of Holy Communion happened during a Sunday Mass several years ago. I always went to the line served by the priest for Holy Communion. This time, though, the priest went back to the altar before finishing the line. So, two lay ministers began to serve the line and I was last in line to receive.

I began to pray that the Lord help me, as I wanted to receive properly from a priest. Suddenly, it was my time to receive and all the lay ministers had run out of the sacred Host. So, there I was, standing all by myself before the entire congregation waiting to receive Holy Communion, and a miracle happened. The priest looked up and saw me still standing there by myself. So, the priest came down from the altar and I was able to bow and receive reverently before the entire parish, Holy Communion on the tongue from the priest. It was truly amazing how Jesus answered my prayer during that holy Mass.

In conclusion, I shared these three private stories to help explain why I believe that people should only receive Holy Communion from a priest. The Lord has continually shown me that this is the only manner that He wants me to receive the Holy Eucharist, and so, this will continue to be the only way that I promote on this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls.

God bless,
a soul

Commentary – The Beauty of a Spiritual Communion – By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

My dearly beloved followers of MaryRefugeOfSouls,

I, “a soul”, am writing this commentary because I want to encourage people who are loving the Lord by Spiritual Communion. I know that there are many blog followers who are limited to only Spiritual Communion, because their bishops have restricted Holy Communion to be received only in the hand. So, I want to uplift the souls of people who are striving to do the right thing and being obedient to the Lord by only making Spiritual Communion during holy Mass.

As I have shared, I believe that Holy Communion in the hand is a sacrilege (liturgical abuse) and no exception to proper reception of the Holy Eucharist should be tolerated by the Catholic faithful. And in particular, I believe that Holy Communion should be received only on the tongue from the consecrated hands of a priest, otherwise, a Spiritual Communion should be substituted practice.

Furthermore, I believe that every time Holy Communion (regardless of physical or spiritual form) is received, that the person should give proper reverence and honor to Jesus in His Real Presence. This means that people should give worship of at least 20 minutes interiorly recognizing in prayer that Jesus is physically within the communicant. This holy practice is known as “internal adoration”. Typically, I give internal adoration of about 40 minutes, sometimes upward to two hours, to Jesus in Holy Communion. And it is known by mystical revelation that the Blessed Mother Mary spent three hours in internal adoration after she received daily Holy Communion in her earthly life.

So, I want to encourage everyone to persevere in all matters related in Spiritual Communion. So, I asked Our Lord, Jesus Christ, if I could reveal certain private stories, so people can grow more confidently in their Spiritual Communions, and Jesus said, yes. So here is what I want to share with you all.

Firstly, please do not consider Spiritual Communion to be second class to receiving the physical Host in Holy Communion. In truth, Spiritual Communion and Holy Communion are the highest heavenly treasures on earth with Spiritual Communions being like silver coins and Holy Communions being gold coins. In truth they are exactly the same with the visible form being received from a priest and the invisible form being received by a holy angel from a nearby holy tabernacle. And in fact, Spiritual Communion can require a higher degree of faith from the communicant, because based on my personal experience, God recognizes and rewards people who persevere in Spiritual Communion with more special graces.

For example, I have practiced internal adoration in Holy Communion for many years of Sunday Mass. Yet, more often, when I received Spiritual Communion when watching EWTN Mass online during the weekday, Jesus would reward me with more profound encounters with Himself during reception. I believe this is because I would never take His Real Presence for granted. I would still receive Him in the same way that I would for a physical Holy Communion. I would stick out my tongue to receive in Spiritual Communion and say, amen, as I imagined the angel placing the Consecrated Host on my tongue. Then I would spend at least 30-40 minutes interiorly adoring Jesus in Spiritual Communion.

Thus, it did not matter whether the Consecrated Host was physically presented to me or not, I have treated both forms equally as being the Real Presence of Our Lord, Jesus Christ. Including worshipping Him with all the reverence, honor, and respect due to God regardless of form.

Now, due to the Covid-19 lockdowns, Jesus began to do something special during my Spiritual Communions. In March 2020, when it was required that holy Mass could only be watched online at home, I continued to receive my Spiritual Communions. However, I noticed that the angels started to communicate with me. In particular, when it came time to receive, after I would stick out my tongue, I would hear an angelic voice say, “Body of Christ”, then I would reply, amen. Then as soon as the invisible Consecrated Host was placed on my tongue, Jesus would immediately start talking with me in my soul and it would remain like this throughout the 30-40 minutes that I would interiorly adore Him. Me and Jesus having a conversation. It was amazing to me.

Then, in May 2020, Jesus gave me a very special gift. During one holy Mass, Jesus revealed to me that He wanted me to receive from the Holy Grail and I was totally shocked. I never expected to receive this precious experience as a result of my faithfulness in persevering in Spiritual Communion. I was so overjoyed by this, because it had been years since I had ever received the Most Precious Blood, which typically cannot be received unless by an unholy touching of the holy chalice by unclean hands. So, I usually only received the Most Holy Eucharist as the Precious Body of Christ.

My dearly beloved brothers and sisters, here is what happened.

I heard St Michael Archangel approach me. I knew that it was St Michael, because he is one of a handful of angels that is strong enough to individually fight satan one-on-one to protect the sacred object of the Holy Grail that means so much to Christianity and Our Lord.

Then, as St Michael went to present Holy Communion to me, he did something that I did not know angels had the ability to do. St Michael doubled talked to me. Specifically, instead of saying, Body and Blood of Christ to me, he said both words, Body and Blood at the same time to me, so I heard both words simultaneously in my ears as he presented the Holy Eucharist.

I will always remember that, because human beings living on earth cannot speak multiple words at the same time. I found it to be incredible to hear.

My dearly beloved brothers and sisters, the reason that I am able to share this private story with you all, is because Jesus wants to make a special promise to everyone who is receiving Spiritual Communion rather than offend God by receiving Holy Communion in hand. Every person who perseveres in their faith by loving Jesus more profoundly in internal adoration in Spiritual Communion, will receive from Him on a day only known by God, the special experience of receiving from the Holy Grail. This is a special gift because Jesus wants to reward people who deeply love Him and do not to offend Him in any way by sacrilege in Holy Communion.

So, I am sharing this with you all, as it means a lot to Our Lord witnessing those loving Him by Spiritual Communion. He truly wants to reward your profound faith. So, please be encouraged by these words. Just as Sacred Scripture tells us that Papa God and Jesus want to dine intimately with us in our earthly lives and that those who are faithful and true servants of God will have the honor of sitting at the right-hand side of the Divine Throne of Jesus, the gift of receiving from the Holy Grail is something special that Jesus will give as a foretaste of Heaven to those who especially love Him above all else.

This is the beauty of Spiritual Communion.

I hope that people are excited by this revelation. God bless.

I love you,
A soul

July 31, 2022 – Statement About Holy Communion in the Hand and Other Issues By a soul – MaryRefugeOfSouls

Note (By a soul):
This following statement and the accompanying commentary on Spiritual Communion are late as I worked on both a few weeks ago. However, I had another physical illness these past three weeks and I ended up in intensive care this past week with a life threatening condition. Yesterday, I was moved from the hospital to the rehabilitation center so they can continue to stabilize me and it is uncertain when I will be discharged again. So, I am sorry to be delayed in my blog emails again. I thank everyone for their well wishes and prayers. I am very grateful. God bless.

Blessings beloved ones,

I, “a soul” of MaryRefugeOfSouls, am making this statement, because I need to clear up some points of beliefs that followers of this blog need to be made aware of moving forward. This is because I want followers to perfectly understand my stance on some important matters, so they can make the best discernment on heavenly messages that are posted on this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls.

One, I, “a soul” of MaryRefugeOfSouls, believe that Holy Communion in the hand is a sacrilege (a type of liturgical abuse), and is a practice being used by Lucifer to bring down the Catholic Church.

Two, I am against and will not put any heavenly messages on the blog that suggest that Holy Communion in the hand is alright.

Three, I am sorry for any previous messages that may have been posted on this blog that suggested otherwise. In December 2021, God shared with me personally that Holy Communion in the hand is a sacrilege and He asked me to pray for the chosen messengers that are being deceived by satan on this matter. This is a matter that will be fully corrected by God during the Warning (Illumination of Conscience).

Four, people have asked me to comment on the message given to John Leary on June 19, 2022, which suggests that Holy Communion in the hand is acceptable to God. I am sorry that this message was posted on my blog, because I strongly oppose any exception to Holy Communion being received on the tongue by a priest.

Five, please understand that at this current time, I have volunteers assisting me with posting the daily messages to this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls. This means that heavenly messages that if I had discerned personally and would be opposed to, may accidentally get posted to this blog. I am sorry for this, as I do not want to lead any person spiritually astray. I will strive more diligently to make sure this does not happen.

Six, people need to understand that when discerning, you need to discern at the individual message level and not take for granted that the message is OK simply because it is received by a well respected chosen messenger. Before I read any heavenly message, I pray for discernment. People can be receiving heavenly messages for 20 or 30 years, and still be deceived by Lucifer. He never gives up trying to interfere with divine interventions on earth.

Seven, I have noticed a very critical tipping point has been reached during the past three months. Starting in September 2021, I noticed that Lucifer was able to do certain overt attacks in spiritual warfare that normally, he did not have the demonic power to do outside of certain seasons of increased occult activity such as Halloween. This was shocking to me because it meant Lucifer reached a critical mass of daily occult power to do such heightened, embolden spiritual attacks.

Now, in the past three months, I have detected that Lucifer has directly interfered with the visions given to three well known and well respected chosen messengers. These are visionaries who have publicly given messages for 20-30 years. This is also shocking to me, because it means another tipping point has been reached in Lucifer gaining occult power. Now, he is capable of interfering with apparitions of Jesus and the Blessed Virgin Mary in a way that he was incapable of a few months ago.

For this reason, I am issuing this public statement to all chosen messengers that each person needs to review their discernment techniques, because Lucifer has upped his game and they are not going to work anymore. Even visionaries of 20-30 years have to be especially careful, because long-standing tried and true methods against satan may no longer work. I beg each of you to do this, because Lucifer seems to be interfering now with missions of long-standing visions / apparitions, which can have serious repercussions with prophecy followers and the Divine Plan.

Eight, I want to finally conclude on this fine point. I am not opposed to the mission of John Leary or any chosen messenger that I feature on this blog, MaryRefugeOfSouls. I am actually very supportive of John Leary and his wife, who make a wonderful team in their mission for the Lord. However, because of how I discern, I can be opposed strongly to individual messages of such chosen messengers. I do not claim perfect discernment and if any claims that I may make can be proven wrong, I am certainly willing to revisit anything that I say, even changing or updating public statements.

Thank you, my dearly beloved followers. I hope that this statement is helpful for everyone.

God bless,
A soul

Additional Note:
People have asked me to comment on the June 29, 2022 message given to John Leary about Holy Communion in the hand. People need to use their own discernment regarding this message. The Lord has led me in my personal journey to approach such a practice as a sacrilege and I have many private stories where the Lord protected me from receiving in the hand by miraculous means rather than commit any sin or semblance of a sin on this matter. One story took place on Easter. Another story took place at a conference involving thousands of people where the Lord enabled me to receive from a priest despite contrary odds. And another time involved another against all odds story where I was the last person and all the lay ministers ran out of the sacred Host. So, the priest came down from the altar to have me receive before the entire congregation. The Lord has protected me time and again to only receive from the priest in very visible, miraculous ways. So, I cannot promote or endorse such a practice which I personally know that it is wrong. By only receiving on the tongue from a priest and doing Spiritual Communions, you can never be wrong and you are always on the narrow path to Jesus. However, by entertaining an exception (liturgical abuse), you run the risk of potentially offending Our Lord or losing out on special graces for those who are more reverent to the Holy Eucharist. God bless.

Other Resources:

Truth About Communion in the Hand While Standing
By Father Richard Heilman

This is the talk by Father Chris Alar. He is a Marian priest at the National Shrine of Divine Mercy in Massachusetts. This is a small section relating to the freemason attack on the Catholic Church through manipulation of the practice of Holy Eucharist distributing on the hand is found from 27 minutes from start of talk to 31-33 minutes into talk.

The True Story of Communion in the Hand Revealed